Shuffled Perspective - Constraints

The soothing sound of the midnight air
午夜空气中弥漫着温柔的气息
Doesn't seem to keep him company anymore
似乎再也无法拥有他的陪伴了
There's no calming before the storm
暴风雨前没有平静
It's just a whirlwind effect
这猝不及防的结果
Built up from a life of deceit and neglect
只是建立在欺骗和忽视的生活之上的
"Who have I become "
我会怎么样呢
"I'm dead in my own eyes "
在我眼中我已死去
Looking towards the sky for what feel like the last time
感觉就像是最后一次看向天空的感觉
With all this weight on his chest
用尽所有的力气
He squeezes out lines in between breaths
他在人群中找到自己的路
A heart of gold but a hate for his city
拥有着一颗金子般的心却讨厌自己的城市
His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made
他在风浪中挣扎把自己的成绩全都磨灭了
Feeling empty deflated and restless
感觉空虚灰心丧气并且焦躁不安
There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end
当他已经计划好了一切 努力却已失去了意义
A heart of gold but a hate for his city
拥有着一颗金子般的心却讨厌自己的城市
His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made
他在风浪中挣扎把自己的成绩全都磨灭了
Feeling empty deflated and restless
感觉空虚灰心丧气并且焦躁不安
There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end
当他已经计划好了一切 努力却已失去了意义
The last months have consisted of many nights
最后一个月的很多个夜晚
Locked in his room
把自己锁在房子里
Writing wishing praying and hoping for all this to stop
写作 祈祷 祝福着希望一切都结束
Going over the lessons his father taught
反复思量着他父亲教给他的经验教训
Has become his cancer and his biggest downfall
这已成为他最大的苦难和嗜好
"I have consumed myself with everything I left behind "
我已经消耗了我留下的一切
These constant headaches and mood changes are poisoning my f**king mind
这些持续的头痛和情绪变化在毒害着我
"I've consumed myself with countless thoughts of never waking up "
我被无数的想法所迷惑
This fear of heights don't seem so bad when I'm always looking down
当我总是向下看的时候 这种恐高的感觉也没那么糟糕
He's made his way to the floor
他有他自己的方式
Shaken up and shutting down
振作起来或是沉沦
He's here to rot forevermore
也许他会永远堕落
With the voice inside his head
脑海中回旋着一种声音
Controlling every move he makes
控制着他的行为
The past keeps on calling
过去一直在脑海中浮现
No future is left in sight
没有未来
"There's no use in trying "
努力也没有用
"I wish "
我希望
He wishes
他希望
"I wish you could see the Hell you've unleashed "
我希望你最终也能获得解脱
He's losing his friends
他失去了朋友
"I'm losing my mind "
我失去了思想
He'll swallow his pills
他会吞下药片
"I'm still not convinced that this will ever end "
我不相信一切会结束
A heart of gold but a hate for his city
拥有着一颗金子般的心但讨厌他的城市
His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made
他在风浪中挣扎把自己的成绩全都磨灭了
Feeling empty deflated and restless
感觉空虚灰心丧气并且焦躁不安
There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end
当他已经计划好了一切 努力却已失去了意义
A heart of gold but a hate for his city
拥有着一颗金子般的心但讨厌他的城市
His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made
他在风浪中挣扎把自己的成绩都磨灭
Feeling empty deflated and restless
感觉空虚灰心丧气并且焦躁不安
There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end
当他已经计划好了一切 努力却已失去了意义
So many words that need to be spoken
有太多话要说
But what can I say when my mind is still broken
但在我思绪破碎的时候我能说些什么
"Just let it out just let it out "
让他来吧
Forgive me for my mind has slipped
原谅我 我的心意堕落
The devil's inside me I'm losing my grip
我已经失去了控制
He's lashing out he's lashing out on me
他已经控制了我
You'll never know
你不会知道
You'll never feel
你不会觉得
You'll never know
你不会知道
You'll never feel
你不会觉得
The scars on my back will never heal
我后背的伤不会痊愈
You'll never know
你不会知道
You'll never feel
你不会觉得
The scars on my back will never heal
我后背的伤不会痊愈