Drown in My Nihilism - Harakiri for the sky

[00:34.37]All the decisions that I made, which led me to this place
[00:43.12]Where not wrong nor right, but urgent!
[00:50.29]And as far as my feet will carry me and as long as my heart still beats
[00:58.93]This is its rhythm, this is its beat!
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[01:38.26]As the last leaves touched the ground beneath my hands
[01:46.23]This summer ended before I could find my way back home
[01:54.70]It seems I'm still not ready for this journey to end
[02:02.02]But somehow I'm sorry to've left you out there all alone...
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[02:58.35]You call it home, I call it isolation
[03:06.22]You call it love, I call it a prison of mirrors
[03:14.23]You call it security, I call it last respite
[03:22.13]You call it life, I call it Dystopia
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[03:34.08]Ah...
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[04:02.77]Once you've heard, that these stories could be true
[04:10.26]Now listen, this one will ****ing destroy you:
[04:18.32]All that's out in this world is just a lie
[04:26.30]Except the pain of pure hearts and those sad songs
[04:31.71]That make you wanna die...
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[05:58.55]But the sea of memories that devoured me
[06:06.27]Is not as deep as the lake you'll drown in
[06:14.35]These are my last words, I wish I could burn my eyes
[06:21.45]Like all the other faceless names bury mine too behind oaken trees...
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[06:28.52]And drown in my nihilism!
[06:38.34]Nihilism!