Cowboy(Congorock Remix) - Zeds Dead

You see I grew up as a wild child
Played by my own rules
Stubborn as a motherf**ker
I don't wanna go to school
Math class is boring
Recess is old news
I just wanna chill and
Have fun like them older dudes
And so I did
And I never gave in
With my back to the wind
And a goofy old grin
I was out for the sting
Where I wanted I went
When they told me I'd lose
I just told them I'd win
And I snuck out of class
Headed down the road
Ventured on home
Call me Indiana Ommz
Said I'd never look back
I'd just set my own path
I don't need a game plan
I can get my own map
'Til girl meets boy
And boy meets girl
Never would have thought
That she would change his world
I remember that day
When we met up in the rain
She just looked me in the eyes
And she said one thing
I remember that day
When we met up in the rain
She just looked me in the eyes
And she said one thing
Yeah
Yeah
Don't you see what I am
See what I'm doing
This is my life
Don't you see what I've ruined
Drowned my gift dropped my faith
Forgot my dream I've lost my way
And there's nobody to blame
Nobody to go to
I was doing fine
Why the f**k did I involve you
Ready as I am
I would never get the chance
To show you what I dreamt
Cause you'd never understand
I'm a cowboy by night
Raider by the day
If I can find a saloon
I can find my way
Earn my living
With my outlaw winnings
Y'all could spend it all
With me but I just can't stay
Now everything's gone
Everything's lost
Promising to God I've paid my cost
Never would've thought
That she'd ever let us go
But she's missing in my heart
I can feel it in my soul
I remember that day
When we met up in the rain
She just looked me in the eyes
And she said one thing
Yeah
Yeah
What's wrong Who cares
So long cold stare
I've been wrong about everything
You owed me
And if I had another chance
To try it all again
Then you know you'd be
Looking at the old me
So if there's anything
Left anything at all
Let me write that song
That'll put you in my arms
I can see you're a star
But please don't shoot
Please at the least
Let me speak my truth
Too little too late
She whispered in the wind
I wish you'd never left
This shouldn't be the end
She always on my mind
When I'm thinking in my zone
When there's nothing left to drink
And I'm sitting here alone
The cards are on the table
The odds are looking grim
Indebted to regret
There's no profit in the win
I told her what she meant
Just hope she remembers that
I sent it with a prayer
But she never wrote a letter back