Alibis - Marianas Trench

From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything
I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody said that this was gonna be easy
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my all my faces are alibis
And me I'm half the man I wanted to be
Most times it all comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing famillar here anymore
To anyone or anything left to feel alive
And I still taste that sickness
And it makes me crazy without it at best
But I'm in the same place I used to be
But I'm trying harder not to be
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my all my faces are alibis
And me I'm half the man I wanted to be
So what am I What am I So What Am I
And all my all my faces are Alibis
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how the words go
I just started not to say no
Don't want it Don't get it
I know you won't regret it
Don't surface Don't surface
And I feel so d**ned worthless
Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis
All ym faces are alibies
And me I'm half the man I wanted to be