Flood of Tears - Diary of Dreams

作曲 : Hates
Mother see, that all my life
I planted flowers to survive
And as they faded I stopped to speak
I painted flowers
And nobody knows why.....
No awakening, no lullaby
I only felt the need to try
To have the guts or the stupidity
To grab for stars, that I can't reach at all
Father see, that I have tried
To find that angel deep inside
That you once promised I would meet
And once again I ended in defeat
Even here I could feel your eyes
Heard your whispers and felt your eyes
Brother said "Come back to life"
I asked some friends
And nobody knew why .....
Nobody had ever seen
My flood of tears
I can't believe you found me here
It took some time to find these words
I wrote them down in hope that they might help
Watch me walk barefoot on glass
Insecure as only a newborn child can be
Others came to laugh at me
They pointed fingers as I could see
Believe me saying it's not the skin
It's the stranger living deep inside
Mother see, that all my life
I painted flowers to survive
And as they faded I stopped to paint
I fell asleep
And nobody knows why.....
Father see, that I have tried
To build a world with only me inside
Millions of flowers surround my bed
Now I still grab for stars and I can reach them all

中文歌词(貌似不准确,将就着看吧):
妈妈你看
这就是我全部的人生
我竭力呵护那些花儿
但她们还是凋谢了
对此我无话可说
无从辩解
我努力描绘那些花
没有人知道为什么

没有醒来
没有睡去
只是对那些贪婪愚蠢和争名夺利感到厌倦
我根本无法做到

爸爸你看
这就是我的努力
寻找内心的天使
你告诉我一定会遇到它
但这一次我又失败了

在这里我能感到你的注视
听到你的低语和谎言
我的兄弟告诉我
生死轮回
我问那些朋友
却没有人知道为什么

没有人会看到我的泪如泉涌，我不相信你将在这里找到我
没有人会看到我的泪如泉涌，我不相信你将在这里找到我

在一些时候找到这些诗句
写下它们并希望能够帮助我
赤脚走在碎玻璃上面
像初生婴儿般脆弱

所有人开始嘲笑我
我看到他们竖起手指
相信我这不是无病呻吟
他是活着我内心深处的陌生人

妈妈你看
这就是我全部的人生
我竭力呵护那些花儿
但她们还是凋谢了
对此我无话可说
无从辩解
只有跌倒睡去
没有人知道为什么

爸爸你看
这就是我一生的努力
建造自己的内心世界
数百万花朵萦绕在我的床上
现在我却仍在这物欲的尘世苦苦挣扎
编辑于2023/05/10更新