Death Messiah - Jedi Mind Tricks

Death Messiah - Jedi Mind Tricks
Did protons and electrons create the earth
Or did Allah meditate and create it's birth
Is everyday in this place a curse
Or should I pray on my knees and ebrace it's dirt
Yeah
I don't know if there's a reason I'm here
I feel the only thing that's driving me is reason and fear
Yeah
And seeing death to me conceiveably near
So I don't give a f**k what you think bout me reachin from fear
Damn
I don't worry anymore about what my friends do
I have a more urgent matter to attend to
Is there something there bigger when I die and vanish
That weaves everyone and everything into a canvas
I'm not smart enough to think I have a aresolution
I'll never be a man with meteokre constitution
My father told me that blood and power intoxicate
And that tearity is a product of his fathers hate
I'm recognized of giving the sins of the father
And recognized what's built and what stems from the author
Understand man is not a machine
He needs a surface and a purpose and a reason for being
Either way I'm going to stick with my fam
Regardless of my sick dream of a ridiculous man
And I'm becoming more indifferent every day
As soon as I lean all the questions have faded away
Some of the things I said I hated to say
But blame yourself mother f**ker you made it this way
I don't think I would even if I was able to stay
I don't think you could I would sit to the angles and pray
But everybody's got to deal with thyself
If they cut another throat for them material welts
If it's a problem are you man enough to deal with the help
Or are you destin for the darkness of concealing yourself
Yeah
I'm trying to deal with the thirty years I spent in prison
Not the physical because of accidentalism
I've backed myself into a previous lead deposition
When all I ever had to do is just repent and listen
Why can't everybody leave me alone
I'm the only one who'd really need to see that I've grown
You ain't smart enough to see what I know
I'd like to stab myself and let me f**kin bleed til I go
But I'm too scared what would happen on the other side
Trying to fight the good fight how many of us died
I don't know if I trust the people that hang with me
Is it god or is it the big bang theory
I know some really good people and they slang near me
But I don't think that comically they should hang really
At thirty years old I don't have base yet
And I ain't got out of the belly of the beast yet