DARKNESS - Josh A

[00:10.629]End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
[00:13.269]Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
[00:15.919]Wrote the fookin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
[00:18.592]I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fookin' habit
[00:21.288]Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
[00:23.957]Barely even stand my fookin' self, so I can't love
[00:26.636]Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
[00:29.221]I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
[00:31.896]End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
[00:34.600]Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
[00:37.303]Wrote the fookin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
[00:39.888]I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fookin' habit
[00:43.162]Heart breaks every time I see her face now
[00:45.375]Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow
[00:48.078]Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential
[00:50.587]Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential
[00:53.597]I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best
[00:56.326]Now I'm fillin' up the bank 'cause I made it off of rap
[00:58.984]But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have
[01:01.507]It'll never go away, it'll never go away
[01:04.742]When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
[01:09.871]When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up
[01:14.664]End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
[01:17.285]Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
[01:19.896]Wrote the fookin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
[01:22.632]I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fookin' habit
[01:25.310]Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
[01:27.985]Barely even stand my fookin' self, so I can't love
[01:30.583]Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
[01:33.181]I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
[01:36.648]When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
[01:41.973]When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up