This Endless War - Red Descending

This Endless War - Red Descending
Here I drown as seasons change
Tried to cope with anxiety
I can't see what is slowly killing me
The force of evil penetrates my dreams
Now I turn into insanity
The fire is alive and burns inside of me
Hope dead buried of a life with any sleep
A mind controlled disease will be my legacy
Violent raging raging yours save me from this endless war
Violent misplaced trust stop me from misguided lust
Tear apart rationality
To find key that lifts me off my knees
Consequence that I'm fighting my beliefs
To understand this mind kills stability
I have not seen through this war
I've reached up to the sky but crashed and almost died
The journey's almost over I can see it in my eyes
Ten thousand needles piercing at my skin
Violent raging raging yours save me from this endless war
Violent misplaced trust stop me from misguided lust
This sickness over time has shattered my last fuse
Rage and brutality beckons my next move
Before I am dormant I will take you into my next
World bastard
And sleep will no longer be my downfall anymore
As I watch brain decay
As I run through obscured rain
Into darkness I feel the shame
And it crushes me again
And the reaper has seen my face
Seen it wither and waste away
Time forgotten these endless days
Stay fading mind a cold embrace
Here I drown as seasons change
Tried to cope with anxiety
I can't see what is slowly killing me
The force of evil penetrates my dreams
Now I turn into insanity
The fire is alive burns inside of me
Hope dead and buried of a life with any sleep
A mind controlled disease will be my legacy