Metanoia - The Human Abstract

Metanoia - The Human Abstract
Written by：The Human Abstract
Look at me now I'm losing control
I don't know what to call myself
I know that I'm sick of playing a role
All along I've been kidding myself
Seeking out a set reality
They say sanity is dictated by
What the larger percentage of society sees
What does that mean
Clearly nothing
Clearly nothing
Psychology is not an exact science in fact
There is no exact science thoughit may seem
That means I'm okay and everything's ok
Wrong again I've been kidding myself
Life is falling apart at the seams
Somehow I'm doomed to go over the same ground in these
Compulsive circular thought patterns over and over time
And again over and over time and again
I think I've got it all worked out and then
I forget every conclusion drawn every epiphany gone
I felt safe then the walls came crashing in one day
Without warning everything
That I thought was stable deep in me starts to wash away
Can you feel it
It's the motion of the tide
Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside
You could drown in it
You could drown in it
You could drown in it
You could drown in it
You could drown in it
Look at me now
I'm losing control
Might even be learning to enjoy the sting of the irony
Changing my shape I slide through the door way
Can you feel it
It's the motion of the tide
Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside
You could drown in it
You could drown in it
Watch yourself now there's an ocean deep inside
Watch yourself
It's an endless journey through the abyss all along
I've been kidding myself working equations
It's a long walk in and there's no clear way home
Everything I was in constant change
I'm not the same
I'm not the same