Salt In the Wound - Delta Spirit

I want to disappear
我想消失
Far from the folks I know
远离我熟悉的人们
I want to get an answer
我想找到一个答案
To why I was even born
知道自己为何而生
No one here can tell me
这里没有人可以告诉我
What's been haunting me all my life
我的一生中究竟是什么萦绕在我心头
Well this rat race has left me limping
这种糟糕的生活让我步履蹒跚
Cause I balanced on the edge of the edge of the knife
因为我要在锋利的刀刃边缘保持平衡
Why am I here Oh what should I do
我为什么在这，哦，我应该做些什么？
Well is this the point I'm trying to prove
这是我要试图证明的吗？
If there's a god in my head
如果上帝存在于我的脑海
Then there's a devil too
那么这里也共存着恶魔
How can I tell the difference
我该如何区分他们的不同
When they both claim to be true
当他们都自称自己是真实的时候
Maybe God is God
也许上帝就是上帝
Maybe the Devil is me
也许恶魔是我
Well I just throw my chains on
我匆匆缚上枷锁
And tell myself that I'm free
却告诉自己我是自由的
Chains - are they really there
枷锁，它们真的存在吗？
Is this just in my head
它只是存在于我的脑海吗？
Well I'll just stay in bed
我躺在床上
Life sure has its meaning
生命当然有它的意义
Over years I have postured the sun
这些年我朝着阳光努力生活
Thieves and preachers robbed me
窃贼和传教士却将我抢劫一空
For many hat that I've hung
我曾相信过很多人
Now with my heart wide open
现在我的心扉敞开
I listen to the wind just for a word
我倾听风的声音，只为一句话
Sure I know it's futile
当然，我知道这是徒劳
But that's all I have in this world
但是这是我在这个世上拥有的全部
To look down from the hill
在山上俯视
And howl at the moon
对着月亮呐喊
All the tears I cried never salted any wounds
我流过的眼泪没有刺激到任何伤口
Well the earth is so tender and cruel
地球是那么的温柔却又那么的残酷
Well if you're not there it's still so beautiful
如果你不在那儿，那里仍会美丽依旧