Ill Mind of Hopsin 7(Explicit) - Hopsin

Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 (Explicit) - Hopsin

Yo f**k anybody I might alarm
无论对手是谁 我都会予以警告
Life is a tour I sit and ride along
人生是一场旅行 我一直独自前行
Taking some notes
学到了一些经验教训
And then I write the song
然后我写下这首歌
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
我注视着前路 我的人生慢慢消逝
Is this where I belong
这是不是我的归宿
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong
不去明辨是非难道就是罪过
My mental state is f**king me up
我的精神状态让我不得安宁
And I pry the problem
我为了得到你的答案
While asking you for some answers
苦苦祈求上天
But we don't have that type of bond
但这不是我们的风格特点
That my desires gone with the way
最近 各种欲望
That I've been living lately
充斥在我的生活里
If I died right now you'd turn the fire on
如果此刻我就死去 你一定会活在水深火热里
Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout
厌倦了流言蜚语 人们都叫我叛徒
Cause I hopped on Christianity
因为我曾对基督教如此狂热
So strongly then I fell out
却只是三分钟热度
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
如今 我如丧家犬一般夹着尾巴
With his tail down
躲避一切质疑
Feeling so damn humiliated
在人们鄙夷的目光中
Because they looking
我感觉如此屈辱
At me like I'm hellbound
我感觉地狱身处地狱的边缘
What story should I tell now
现在 我该编造怎样的故事
I'll just expose the truth
我会揭露事实
I'm so close to the f**king edge
如今 我濒临地狱边缘
I should be close to you
上帝啊 我应该靠近你
But who the f**k are You
但是你到底是谁
You never showed the proof
你从不泄露一点机密
And I'm only f**king human yo
我不过是蝼蚁般的人类
What am I supposed to do
我该怎么做
There's way too many different religions
大千世界 充斥着各种各样的宗教信仰
With vivid descriptions
五花八门的神秘解读
Begging all f**king men
所有人都虔诚祈求
And women to listen
但是无人倾听
I can't even beat my dick
我甚至不能缠绵欢愉
Without getting convicted
因为那是一种罪过
These ain't wicked decisions
这些并不是邪恶想法
I got different intentions
我只是有不同的看法
I been itching to get it
我渴望获得成功
I've been given assistance
我可以从朋友那里得到帮助
But the whole f**king system is twisted
但是整个宗教系统如此扭曲
Now I'm dealing with this backlash
现在 我正在为激烈的抵制而头疼
Because Marcus isn't a Christian
因为我不是基督教徒
And I've been told
人们一直告诉我
That my sinful life is an addiction
我罪恶的一生充满了恶习
But I can't buy it
但我不会买账
It's just too hard to stand beside it
这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
我需要一个真理 凡人无法提供的真理
I look at the Earth and Sun
我会细细研究地球和太阳
And I can tell a genius man designed it
我认为它们出自天才的设计
It's truly mind blowing
这是我内心真实的想法
I can't deny it
我不能否认
Is heaven real Is it fake
天堂是真是假
Is it really how I fantasize it
是否与我的幻想一致
Where's the Holy Ghost at
那些圣灵现在何方
How long it take Man to find it
人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远
My mind's a nonstop tape playing
我的大脑如同不息的磁带
And I can't rewind it
我无法倒带重来
You gave me a Bible
你给我一本圣经
And expect me not to analyze it
却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
研究的结果让我沮丧 正是你引发了这一切
I'm not reading that motherf**king book
我才不会去读这样无聊的书
Because a human wrote it
因为它不过出自庸人之手
I have a f**king brain you should know it
我有我的想法 你应该知道
You gave it to me to think
你给了我思考的能力
To avoid every useless moment
避免一切无用的时刻
It was a mission that I had to abort
这正是我如今不得不终止的使命
Cause humans be lying
因为人类总在说谎
With such an inaccurate source
我们永远是误解的来源
It's gon' be hard to
我已误入歧途
Put me back on the course
请让我回到正轨
Next Jehovah's Witness
下一个耶和华见证人
To come on my porch
朝我家走来
I swear I'm slammin' the door
我发誓 我会对他甩上大门
A lot of folks believe it though
无数乡巴佬都相信他们
But I'm not surprised
但我并不感到诧异
Humans are f**king dumb
人们都太过愚蠢
Still thinkin' that Pac's alive
到现在还相信2Pac活在人世
I ain't trying to take your legacy
我并不是想诋毁
And torch it down
你留给我们的伟大遗产
I'm just saying: I ain't heard sh*t
我的意思是 我从未在你口中听到
From the horse's mouth
任何胡言乱语
Just sheep always telling stories
只是听到那些无名小卒
Of older guys
转述着古人的传奇
Who were notarized by you
传说在你现身之时
When you finally vocalized
赋予他们的权利
Now I'm supposed to bow my head
如今 我被要求低下头颅
And close my eyes
闭上眼睛
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
然后圣灵就会出现
Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist
听起来就像是灵异事件
Show yourself and then boom it's done
上帝啊 现身吧 你将实现教会的繁荣
Every rumor's gone
所有的流言蜚语都会逝去
I no longer doubt this sh*t
我再也不会怀疑神灵
You're the One
你就是我们唯一的主宰
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
那时我将承认 我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏
And all my old habits can hop onto
我所有的恶习
Of a roof to plunge
都将自行远离
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
我会将用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构
F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang
将夜店抛之脑后 比起**们
With a group of nuns
我更愿意与修女待在一起
And everyone
所有那些
That I ran into would know
懂我的人都知道
What I came to do
我要做什么
I wouldn't take a step unless
我不会轻举妄动 除非
It was in the name of You
是以上帝之名
I hate the fact that I have to believe
令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓的圣经
You haven't been chatting
你与亚当夏娃交谈
With me like you did Adam and Eve
却对我置之不理
And I ain't seen no f**king
我从未见过会说话的蛇
Talking snake unravel from trees
盘旋在树枝上
With an apple to eat
偷食禁果的机会
That sh*t never happens to me
也从未降临
I don't know if you do or don't exist
我不知道你是否真的存在
It is driving me crazy
这让我痛苦不堪
Send your condolences
我需要你的恩赐
This is me reaching to you so don't forget
我只想接近你 所以 请不要将我忘记
If hell is truly your pit of fire
如果地狱是一片烈火
And I get thrown in it
我真的掉了进去
I'mma probably regret the fact
也许我会为这满纸荒唐
That I ever wrote this sh*t
追悔莫及
My gut feeling says it's all fake
我的本能告诉我 这一切都是胡言乱语
I hate to say it but f**k it
我不想这么说 但是该死
Sh*t I done lost faith
我失去了信仰
This isn't a small phase
这不是一段短小的过渡期
My perspective's all changed
我的整个世界观都已改变
My thoughts just keep picking
我的脑海整日忙着
Sh*t apart all day
撕裂谎言
And in my mind I make perfect sense
在我心中我有了自己完美的答案
If you aren't real
如果你是子虚乌有
Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
那么我所有的祈祷都不值一提
That would mean
那就意味着
That I could just make up
我可以拥有
What my purpose is
自己的意愿
And I could just sit in church
我可以坐在教堂里
And say "f**k" in the services
说着污言秽语满足自己
Man what if Jesus was a facade
如果耶稣基督只是虚假的表象
Then that would mean
那就意味着
The government's god
政府才是所谓的神明
I feel like they've
我感觉他们
Been brainwashing us with a lot
将许多思想强加给我们
So much that we don't even notice
我们还被蒙在鼓里
That we're stuck in the box
不明所以
Man everything is "what if"
对于所有事情我们都说着假如
Why is it always "what if"
为何永远都是假如
Planet Earth "what if"
假如地球是神创的
The universe "what if"
假如宇宙是无穷的
My sacrifice "what if"
假如我的牺牲和付出会有回报
My afterlife "what if"
假如死后地狱的确存在
Every f**king thing
我们思考的一切
That deals with you is f**king suspect
都是虚幻的猜测
I'm f**king done
我受够了这一切
I'm f**king done
我受够了这一切
This is my f**king life
这就是我的生活
And I'm living it I'm having fun
我要及时行乐 纵享美好时光
If you really care for me
如果你真的关心我
Prove that I need to live carefully
就证明我需要认真过活
But I'll be damned
如果为了一个不知道是否存在的极乐世界
If I put my own pleasure aside
让我将自己的快乐抛至一边
For an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
简直就是做梦
We are you and you're us
事实上我们就是自己的神灵
Stop playing games
不要再寻欢作乐
My life's all I got
我的人生由自己主宰
And heaven is all in my brain
天堂只是我的想象而已
And when I feel I am in hell
当我感觉自己身处地狱
My ideas are what get me through pain
我的内心会让我驱除一切痛苦
Do as you please
你可以随心所欲
And I'll just do me
我会坚持自我
I'm a human
我是个凡人
I'll stay in my lane
我会做好自己的本分
I'll mind
我会坚持自己的内心