Alive - Joe Budden

SLL parks on the board
Real n***as in the booth it's gold
I got Kate out on the keys
It go
It go
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I got strangers in my face begging me to take a picture
Still self centered they can give a f**k 'bout how a n***a feel
B***hes hang around to hang around even when s**t get real
But I ain't left fo' nothing maybe I should ride a different wheel
They using me I'm using them they don't see the angle
Therapeutic I don't even f**k 'em unless it's painful
Why do all these B*****s seem to think they can change Joe
Judge me all ya want I neva claim to be an angel
Patriotic psychotic obsessive compulsive convulsive neurotic
On narcotics searching fo' ya if ya got it
Seeing young blacks getting killed weekly that's a moot fact
If these coppers shoot at me trust me I'mma shoot back
Maybe y'all will pray fo' me
But I don't mean once or even 2ce I mean erry day fo' me
So I'm on my knees there's got to be a betta way fo' me
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