Purple Heart - Lucy Woodward

Purple Heart - Lucy Woodward
My purple heart all red and blue
Still lingers on the thought of you
Thou it's just a little stain
I was hoping it would fade by now
Thou it's over done and said
It's heavier than lead somehow
It lights a spark leaves a residue
It burns in me all the embers of you
It's a darkest lullaby
Tucks me in but still I lie awake
'Cuz that morning sun will rise
And I hope I'm not the same as yesterday
You would think that I'm okay
From the outside looking in
Yes I'm hard on myself
But that's just the way I am
So I put it in a box and I keep it locked away
For as long as I can
I picture you alone and
You're picking up the pieces
I know I let you down
But I swear I had my reasons to let you go
But I'm just stuck with
This purple heart all red and blue
Still lingers on the ever thought of you
Thought of you
I know you can't forgive
But I don't want to regret
The life I would have lived
If I didn't say the things I said
I'll surrender to this purple heart
It's no longer pumping red
This purple heart
The darkest shade of blue
This purple heart