i wanna rest - aleksia

[00:13.92]I’m tired but my mind won’t stop screaming at me
[00:18.53]Close my eyes but I can never sleep at night
[00:24.30]I wanna rest but i just wake up in sleep paralysis
[00:28.91]Walking circles around my room
[00:31.27]I’m jus' tryna catch my breath
[00:33.20]I just wanna rest my head
[00:35.37]Sick and tired of saying that nothings wrong
[00:38.11]I just can’t control my brain
[00:39.74]**** these pills, these chemicals
[00:41.86]People like me are better off left alone
[00:48.61]People like me wonder why we’ll never find our home
[01:09.33]I forgot how to render my emotions
[01:12.30]Like my hand is reaching out from the ocean
[01:15.99]I'm surrounded by the waves of the memories
[01:19.20]At the end of the day i'm my own enemy
[01:23.39]Trapped inside a cycle of never ending nightmares
[01:26.59]Questioning my life even if the answers right there
[01:30.35]Is this just my fate
[01:31.97]Will I ever be okay?
[01:33.70]'Cause I don't wanna feel this way
[01:35.28]No I don't wanna feel this
[01:37.17]I’m tired but my mind won’t stop screaming at me
[01:42.95]Close my eyes but I can never sleep at night
[01:47.55]I wanna rest but i just wake up