Fatefully - Hot Cross

It seems such a waste to stand still
Remembering time kills us watching stones
Mantras repeated never believed
Lifetimes and lifetimes spent deceived
We'll decide amongst ourselves where we'll hang when we've died
Leave your flowers at the door all manner of colors makes it easy to hide
Pull this life apart
Dissect each piece
Microscopic metronome to collect the last rhythm and curious eyes
We beg to know fall
Warmly among us aglow with knowing
Fly the fields to avoid the debts
We forget we are owing
We forget that we are owing
And I'll steal each breath sputtered out
As defiant words stain me rearrange me
And stamp me with doubt
F**k off f**k off
Because I don't need you
We'll decide amongst ourselves where we'll hang when we've died
Leave your flowers at the door the colors make it easy to hide
You live through our minutes divided yet shared
We dwell on impermanence we survive you yet we are scared
Pull this life apart with knowing