Internal War - Oceano

Internal War - Oceano
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I never contemplated from adolescence to a man
从少年到成年 我从未深思
Why I'm so quiet with little friends
为何如此沉默 朋友寥寥无几
Could the reason be I'm whispering to spirits
或许因我总与幽魂低语
Apparitions inside my head
那些萦绕心头的幻影
I tried fighting off the demons
我曾奋力抵抗心魔
Until the showed me what I needed
直到它们揭示真相
Conjuring emotions and violent solutions
唤起激烈情绪与极端决断
I let them burrow deeper and possess a part of me
任其深入骨髓 成为我的一部分
Now I am one with the damned
如今我已与堕落者同流合污
They're f**king tempting me
那些诱惑正不断撩拨着我
The tension keeps rising
紧绷的情绪持续攀升
Tell me it's alright to make wreckless decisions
告诉我肆意妄为也无妨
Assert my vengeance
我要宣告我的复仇
I want to force them to feel what it's like to be
我要让他们亲身体会
Still covered in the scars of past oppressors
被过往压迫者留下伤痕的滋味
Fortunately I healed faster indulging in grief
所幸沉溺悲伤让我愈合得更快
Still I'll never forgive what was done to me
但我永远不会原谅那些伤害
My escape is empty highways
空荡公路是我的逃亡之地
A simple pen serves well as my weapon
一支钢笔便是我最趁手的武器
After being held captive
在被长久禁锢之后
Slightly considering death
死亡开始显得诱人
Once one thing I loved was robbed from me
当我所爱之物被彻底夺走
Slicing a knife through the wrist
刀刃便划破了手腕
Was the first and final attempt
这是最初也是最后的尝试
Leaving behind the mental abuse and emotional stress
抛下精神的折磨与情感的压抑
I'm harmed buf finally free
我伤痕累累却终获自由
When I think about it I don't need help
每当回想 我不需要救赎
I just inflicted scars to watch myself bleed
只是划开伤口 看着鲜血流淌
Maybe to realize how damaged I am internally
或许只为看清内心早已破碎不堪
No longer suppressing memories
不再压抑那些记忆
The past had to be released
过往终须释怀
I'm not miserable now
此刻我已不再沉沦
Still you couldn't handle what transpires within my dreams
但你仍无法承受我梦魇中的汹涌
Incessant rambling horrific crime scenes
喋喋不休的凶案现场在脑海翻腾
If there was a god he's punishing me
若真有神明 此刻他正在惩戒我
If there was a god he's punishing me
若真有神明 此刻他正在惩戒我
For years of defiance and blasphemy
为多年来的悖逆与亵渎
Where was my calm before or after the storm
风暴前后 我的安宁究竟在何方
Where was my calm before or after the storm
风暴前后 我的安宁究竟在何方
Even when I reach R E M my mind is still at war
即便入梦 内心仍在交战
Even when I reach R E M my mind is still at war
即便入梦 内心仍在交战