bad apple - Eline

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[00:19.920]Ever on and on
[00:21.370]I continue circling
[00:25.040]With nothing but my hate
[00:26.840]in a carousel of agony
[00:29.310]Till slowly I forget
[00:31.560]and my heart starts vanishing
[00:34.860]And suddenly I see
[00:36.620]that I can't break free-I'm
[00:39.730]Slipping through the cracks
[00:41.790]of a dark eternity
[00:44.840]With nothing but my pain
[00:46.760]and the paralyzing agony
[00:49.790]To tell me who I am
[00:51.740]who I was
[00:53.040]Uncertainty enveloping my mind
[00:56.620]Till I can't break free and
[00:59.789]Maybe it's a dream
[01:01.789]maybe nothing else is real
[01:04.130]But it wouldn't mean a thing
[01:06.708]if I told you how I feel
[01:09.130]So I'm tired of all the pain
[01:11.728]of the misery inside
[01:14.199]And I wish that I could live
[01:16.699]feeling nothing but the night
[01:19.249]You can tell me what to say
[01:21.740]you can tell me where to go
[01:24.279]But I doubt that I would care
[01:26.618]and my heart would never know
[01:29.279]If I make another move
[01:31.779]there'll be no more turning back
[01:34.109]Because everything will change
[01:36.650]and it all will fade to black
[01:39.728]Will tomorrow ever come?
[01:41.710]Will I make it through the night?
[01:44.338]Will there ever be a place
[01:46.809]for the broken in the light?
[01:49.240]Am I hurting? Am I sad
[01:51.510]Should I stay, or should I go?
[01:54.070]I've forgotten how to tell
[01:56.499]Did I ever even know?
[01:58.859]Can I take another step?
[02:01.458]I've done everything I can
[02:03.928]All the people that I see
[02:06.508]I will never understand
[02:09.269]If I find a way to change
[02:11.589]if I step into the light
[02:14.139]Then I'll never be the same
[02:16.620]and it all will fade to white