Invoxhate - Benighted

Here I stand despair invading me
Dragging me in its vertiginous fall
Endless echoes of the howling
As a sweet requiem of existence
Invoke hate the silence is deafening
Invoke hate erase it and start again
His voice and mine confront inside
Creating an indescribable magma
Of inept whispers and murmurs
Commands insults treats and lies
Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close
To explode
Extricate myself from all of this
Get the emptiness back
The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me
Through my ears annihilate
Eradicate
Invoxhate
Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the
Vital essence
Fleeing and discharging from my ear drums
Through my head lacerate
Ejaculate
Invoxhate
All seems clear as my eyes disappear
His world vanished away
Praying for touching the ground
And feel this hate spilled
Like the fragments of my smashed skull