never meant to belong - 妖精的尾巴

[ti:Belong To No One]
[ar:Lovex]
[al:Pretend Or Surrender]
[by:活在当下]
[00:01.34]Lovex - Belong To No One
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[00:07.75]  卜超 制作
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[00:29.22]I’m hanging on a threat
[00:31.18]So much in me feels sick but I only want
[00:34.95]To confront
[00:36.70]What’s meant for me with a hint of dignity
[00:40.15]
[00:40.36]Dreadful to see
[00:42.17]A life lived as a slave for the industry
[00:45.61]Smothered fantasies
[00:47.64]Gone down the drain along with the poison running through the vein
[00:51.55]
[00:52.10]I’ve felt the temptation
[00:56.76]Pleasure gained by addiction
[01:02.82]But I won’t trade my pride for feeling good
[01:08.24]I’ll suffer just as much as I need to
[03:12.61][02:20.75][01:12.49]
[03:15.20][02:21.20][01:12.78]I’m not the one who’s waiting for you
[03:20.42][02:26.32][01:17.52]I won’t give in, I belong to no one
[03:26.17][02:32.17][01:23.70]I am not the one with a guilty conscience
[03:31.33][02:37.53][01:28.86]But is it wrong to belong to no one
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[01:37.72]I learned the hard way
[01:39.68]To appreciate myself too much to love
[01:43.08]Unconditionally
[01:45.02]But so much control has left a hole in me
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[01:48.63]Suspicions wear me down
[01:50.50]I will never be completely free
[01:54.53]I’m a sert
[01:56.00]Of my obsession to question everything
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[02:00.50]I’ve felt the temptation
[02:05.27]Happiness gained by illusions
[02:11.23]But I won’t deceive my mind with substitutes
[02:16.71]I’ll rather grow as much as I need to
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[02:54.69]In the midst of chaos
[02:56.76]On these decadent streets
[02:58.61]I stand at the crossroads
[03:01.63]Should I pretend or surrender?