Zero Gravity - Ex-Girl

Zero Gravity - Ex-Girl
Hopeless at the mercy of a merciless hierarchy
A pawn in the tale told by infinity
Burdened with limbs that seem to weigh tons,
fighting the Earth's pull
Every step a million miles,
another million shades of grey
A million shades of grey...
Fading will, a void to fill
Crushed soul, a widening hole
Behind the seven layered walls it's so hard to move
it's so hard to... hard to move
The ground i wander on is feeling really dirty lately
Everything around is feeling really heavy lately
Longing for endless sleep,
Leave behind this body broken
Time to lighten the load,
Get rid of it all (x2)
Sex, dying and zero gravity,
that's where I'll be
Set me free, precious trinity
Drifting peacefully
I remember a time when I was 9,
found a bird who had just died
Limp in my hands
So peculiar,
how the head rolled side to side
Why i cried...
Said an elder with a sparkling smile,
"Too old and tired,
he's gone to a place where he doesn't need his wings to fly"
An endless, endless sky
Like driftwood,
marooned on a long lost shore
Cracked and dry
Longing for her caress,
tides to rise,
and pull me back inside
Spinning through your depths,
something like worship,
a weightless ride
Inside out and naked
Something like a womb
Nothing to hide
Alone at her ebb,
she is receding
A low, low tide
With the patience of the dead
Dreaming of trinity
An endless, endless sky