I Wonder(feat. Erin Kim) - Gowe

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[00:00.00]I Wonder(feat. Erin Kim) - Gowe\/Erin Kim
[00:40.69]Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube
[00:43.71]Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse
[00:46.33]So she gets nervous cause her man left her
[00:49.25]After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her
[00:52.19]You see she's 18 and she's a bit conscious
[00:55.09]About her dress and the reflection of her own image
[00:57.80]Timid in speech she's limited given a week
[01:00.80]With her tummy blowing up so that people can see
[01:03.48]But she decides to keep it said no to abortion
[01:06.34]The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning
[01:09.37]She feels the pain though cause her parents cry
[01:12.16]And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes
[01:14.99]Then the day comes she gives birth to a son
[01:17.97]Kim sung hoon soon she holds and kisses her love
[01:20.63]Wishing it never ended taking a mental picture
[01:23.33]Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future
[01:26.43]I wonder if theres a smile on your face
[01:31.32]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
[01:36.91]I never could thank you enough for holding on
[01:42.87]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
[01:49.75]So she wonders what happened to her son next
[01:51.67]Is there clothes on his back food on his plate what's the context
[01:54.67]The recollection of the day replays in her mindset
[01:57.23]And the ways she would try but just never could forget
[02:00.44]Well he's okay and he resides in the states
[02:02.91]A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place
[02:05.84]Embraced by the culture and he's loved by all the members
[02:09.12]Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped
[02:11.66]He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications
[02:15.24]Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom
[02:18.44]Is actually korean and she had to give him up for adoption
[02:21.60]Cause she was young and was a student
[02:23.28]Lost and was confused and wrestling in the moment
[02:25.57]Am I chinese or korean am I destined in this union
[02:28.87]And if I am what's the purpose I jot it in my verses
[02:31.55]So I replay it in my mind as I think about you
[02:34.49]I wonder if theres a smile on your face
[02:39.78]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
[02:45.53]I never could thank you enough for holding on
[02:51.33]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
[02:57.94]If I could write a letter and know that you would read it
[03:00.59]I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred
[03:03.62]Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you
[03:06.48]Hold your hand as I thank the lord for creating you
[03:09.39]As strong as you are cause in my mind I can't fathom
[03:12.09]The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip
[03:15.07]And still you stuck through it when they called you foolish
[03:17.96]And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music
[03:20.86]I hope you're doing well I hope some day you'll see this
[03:23.73]I hope I mean I really hope that you know jesus on a deeper level
[03:27.40]Seeking just to know him better I hope in perfect timing we can
[03:30.94]See the reason clearer I hope you're smiling now
[03:33.48]I hope I cross your mind I hope you never second guess
[03:36.18]If what you did was right cause I'm so proud of you
[03:38.89]I love and admire you so after all these years
[03:41.64]This is my way of telling you
[03:43.19]I wonder if theres a smile on your face
[03:48.38]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
[03:53.97]I never could thank you enough for holding on
[03:59.95]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
[04:06.37]I wonder if theres a smile on your face
[04:11.03]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
[04:16.95]I never could thank you enough for holding on
[04:22.94]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart