The Seed(Explicit) - Survive This!

The Seed (Explicit) - Survive This!
I don't give a f**k what you think about me!
Oh! I can be the devils child
Climb your defense like an angel!
Oh no you can't control
Forsake my grace it's all that you've shown.
Burn, burn with the rest burn with
These scars from this pain in my chest.
I know you won't control
Inside my heart like a beast in repose!
Oh! What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Oh! How can I heal?
Cuz I'm feeling surreal
But these feelings are real.
No, I don't wanna go.
I just wanna be the son you want
But you let me down,
What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Yo! Let me set the record straight.
Try to pull the trigger but you hesitate!
Oh no, you had to prove
Everyone's right so f**k your abuse!
Kill, kill all the lies!
Kill all the shadows beliefs that you've tried
To choke
Straight down my throat!
You want me so bad yet you left me alone!
Oh! What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Oh! How can I heal?
Cuz I'm feeling surreal
But these feelings are real.
No, I don't wanna go.
I just wanna be the son you want
But you let me down
What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Every time you walk away,
All the things I should have said to you
Wait for me
Please give me something
But when I look into your eyes
I don't see a part of me inside
I can see... You think I'm nothing
So f**k everything that you stand for!
Cuz I just don't give a f**k!
F**k everything that you stand for!
Oh! What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Oh! How can I heal?
Cuz I'm feeling surreal
But these feelings are real.
No, I don't wanna go.
I just wanna be the son you want
But you let me down
What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Oh what if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song
Oh how can I heal?
Cuz I'm feeling surreal
But these feelings are real.
No, I don't wanna go.
I just wanna be the son you want
But you let me down
What if I wait?
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song.
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right song!
Cuz I'm ticking like a time bomb
Searching for the right so