I Don’t Hate You(Explicit) - Plan B

I Don't Hate You (Explicit) - Plan B
Yeah What's up man
How longs it been
How longs it been Dad
I don't know I'd say about
Sixteen years since you
Went searching for the holy ghost
And got lost along the way
Like money in the post
Holier than most is how you
Used to act walking round
Bible spitting out
Quotes like they were facts
Paint it black
Men women children as well
If you don't worship god
Then you're going to hell
Always had to take it one step
Further you couldn't just pray nope's
Had to shove it down peoples
Throats like gay blokes
Like that Basement Jaxx song
Where's your head at
When did you lose your mind
Same time your hair fell out
And your beard started to
Grow grey hairs started to show
Or was it when you started
Speaking in tongue on road
I was only six years old
How could you subject me to
That sh*t verbal syphilis
Complete f**kin' gibberish
I was sick of it but too afraid to say
Only saw you once a fortnight at of all
Of them you had to choose that day
To Bible bash evangelizing in the street
Looking like a tramp who collected trash
Even though you was
You could have tried to look normal
Even if you was f**ked in your head its awful
I know but I'm glad you done
A disappearing act screw you
How could I ever introduce anyone to you
Baby this my dad he's a religious nut
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again cold is
How I'm gonna treat ya
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again cold is
How I'm gonna treat ya
When we talk about your antics
Now there always met with laughter
"Did he really used to make you pray
Before you ate a mars bar "
Yes Every time we put something
In our mouths we had to pray to Jesus
Why the f**k you think
I never used to eat Malteaser's
I slag you off now
And don't feel bad about it afterwards
Just like all the other kids abandoned by their fathers
“I hate my dad
Homer Simpson look-a-like fat bastard ”
Yeah well at least you weren't stuck with Ned Flanders
Who the f**k was I supposed to go to for answers
Hey mum what's this sticky sh*t in my pyjamas
You weren't around to teach me sh*t
Sold your own kids for some
And no one's seen you since
But I bet you turn up when I'm rich chatting sh*t
Like it weren't your fault
Probably blame it on your b**ch
'Cause your b**ch mind's warped
We could here it in her voice every time she talked
Me and Lauren were young
But we weren't dumb we knew what was going on
First time I met her when she was just your wife to be
I remember that something just didn't seem right to me
From what I could see
It was simple and plain
She had you under manners
Like a dog on a chain
Sometimes I used to wonder
Where you were and why you left
Was it all because of her
Or what you thought was best
But times have changed
And I'm used to you not being there
So now I no longer wonder nor do I care
You could be dead for all I know
Even more f**ked up in your head for all I know
'Cause all I really know is
That you left without saying bye
And ain't ever looked back since
Yes there was a time
You could have built a bridge
But now the gaps to great
And you might find if you try
It'll just collapse under the weight
'Cause now its far too late 'cause we all grown up
How can you be part of our lives now
When you've missed so much
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again cold is
How I'm gonna treat ya
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again cold is
How I'm gonna treat ya
You can't run away from your
Past 'cause your past is hereditary
The blood that courses through
My veins is your legacy
And will probably be the only thing
Ever left to me from you
'Cause just like you
I myself have been gifted with a musical talent
Except I go by the name of
Ben Drew not Paul Balance
You lived your life like your
Namesake hung in the balance
Then you fell off the wagon
And now the only thing that's apparent is
You ain't half the man you used to be
But I am more than you could ever be
'Cause you could never see the world as I see it
Where as you try to be something you ain't I be it
And real fast your past is coming back to haunt you
It's God's will that such a big
Mistake like me should taunt you
Daunt you
Like a nervous feeling in your gut
I call it fate but you can call it
Whatever the f**k you want
Your just a lost little boy
So here's one less worry for ya
I don't hate you
I just feel sorry for ya
In fact I pity you
I got so much sh*t on you
If I saw you on the street
I wouldn't even spit on you
But I don't hate you
Hating takes too much effort
And you ain't worth the f**kin' time of day
As for love that went when you went Long ago
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again cold is
How I'm gonna treat ya
I don't hate you I don't love you neither
You mean nothing to me just another geezer
I won't hit you
Still I won't hug you neither
If we ever meet again
You gonna treat ya