in the wind - thebreathingbackwards

[00:15.46]I can't sober up
[00:19.46]Quick enough to think about this with a level head
[00:22.69]Nothing's black or white
[00:26.78]Take a closer look and tell me what the hell you find
[00:30.01]Always ******* up
[00:34.00]My heart is buried underneath the things we left behind
[00:37.39]Loving you is tough
[00:41.33]But I'd say that all the **** was worth it in the end
[00:44.76]Can you say the same?
[00:48.95]And can we work this out?
[00:51.94]We're headed towards some darker days
[00:55.12]But people find out some different ways
[00:58.71]To cope with the ****** up **** inside our brains
[01:05.83]Now the fire's rage
[01:09.48]As I sit back and waste away
[01:14.93]She show me how to live without sorrow
[01:17.71]Baby I don't love you
[01:19.29]I was sippin' out the bottle
[01:22.80]Every breath I take in slower
[01:25.28]Cause ***** I never cared
[01:26.79]You know I'm used to cold shoulders
[01:29.06]You know I can't think about that night
[01:32.29]Cause every day there's a brand new lie
[01:35.78](i know my worth)
[01:36.78]Yeah, I'm a ******* burden
[01:39.15](damn)
[01:44.15]She smoking back to back
[01:45.56]I got the Jack, it's going fast
[01:47.84]I feel the weight up on my chest
[01:49.65]The pressure, 'bout to snap
[01:51.16]Anything we had and anything we promised
[01:54.91](This isn't gonna work, and I'm just being honest)
[02:02.18]I can't see a thing that I don't like about you
[02:03.95]But you will
[02:05.02]Right now I can't
[02:05.78]But you will
[02:07.08]You know, you will think of things
[02:08.60]And I'll get bored, and feel trapped
[02:10.47]Because that's what happens with me
[02:12.79]I felt the sting of the nicotine
[02:14.91]As I beckon it in by a limousine
[02:16.73]Supplement the sorrow
[02:18.35]With a side effect of libertine
[02:20.53]Worship it like an ***********
[02:22.29]Blessin' my skin with the deader sheen
[02:24.16]Show it off behind a wall
[02:25.93]You built to bribe my demons to reconvene
[02:28.16]Inside my head on my shoulders
[02:29.62]I no longer fear getting older
[02:31.44]All that the lies that you fed me
[02:33.05]Have beaten me bitter
[02:34.06]And hardened my heart like a boulder
[02:35.13]It's colder
[02:35.98]Colder than ice
[02:36.89]Ice that will shatter and break the beholder
[02:38.82]There's not enough hunger to heat it back up
[02:40.54]So I sit by the smoulder and smolder
[02:41.81]Now I don't sleep
[02:43.06]Won't make a peep
[02:43.97]Maybe a splash of the tears
[02:45.23]That I paint on the sheets
[02:46.25]Were we used to meet
[02:47.16]Now all of the space that we shelter together
[02:48.87]I find incomplete
[02:49.89]Can't leave my bed
[02:50.84]Can't even eat
[02:51.70]Can't look at myself without owning defeat
[02:53.51]I'm stuck with a mess of a head
[02:55.04]And a heart that just won't ******* beat
[02:57.01]Look, the way you left me got me jealous of the firewood
[03:01.06]Couldn't leave this earth through spirits
[03:03.02]Hopefully the pyre should
[03:04.54]You saved me at a time when I had nothing to inspire good
[03:08.22]But when you left, you crushed me in a way only a liar could
[03:11.86]Don't play the ******* victim