Tattoos & Therapy - MADILYN

[00:00.799]I've got this self destructive energy
[00:03.466]Text my ex and regret it immediately
[00:07.171]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me
[00:11.421]Scrolling through my phone
[00:14.877]God knows how many hours
[00:16.734]It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower
[00:20.187]Biting my nails, my room is a mess
[00:22.588]And I know exactly what's coming next
[00:26.561]I've got this cabin fever
[00:29.757]Wanna dig myself down deeper
[00:35.075]My alter ego is a grim reaper
[00:37.726]But staying home is so much cheaper
[00:41.183]I've got this self destructive energy
[00:44.635]Text my ex and regret it immediately
[00:47.819]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
[00:51.008]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[00:54.456]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
[00:57.915]Call my mom, pick a fight
[00:59.766]Buy some shit I don't need
[01:01.633]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
[01:04.819]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[01:08.278]Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger
[01:10.921]I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer
[01:14.374]I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread
[01:17.826]And I know exactly what's coming next
[01:21.014]I've got this tantrum temper
[01:23.937]Finger on a hairpin trigger
[01:28.452]My alter ego is a buzz killer
[01:32.439]Don't want to be the one to tell her though
[01:35.370]I've got this self destructive energy
[01:39.076]Text my ex and regret it immediately
[01:42.530]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
[01:45.717]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[01:49.455]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
[01:52.655]Call my mom, pick a fight
[01:54.796]Buy some shit I don't need
[01:56.396]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
[01:59.588]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[02:03.061]I'm starting to spiral
[02:04.128]I'm checking my vitals
[02:05.186]Oh oh
[02:06.001]The panics attacking
[02:07.066]I'm overreacting
[02:08.390]Oh oh
[02:09.197]Feels like I'm dying
[02:10.515]I wake up and I'm fine then
[02:12.108]I'll do it all again tomorrow though
[02:16.094]I've got this self destructive energy
[02:19.566]Text my ex and regret it immediately
[02:23.296]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
[02:26.486]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
[02:29.671]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
[02:33.136]Call my mom, pick a fight
[02:34.733]Buy some shit I don't need
[02:36.605]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
[02:40.052]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy