Bitter Shroud Repentance - Still Remains

I cursed
In the path of those who wept before
Conception
Bitterness my shroud that I take comfort in
There's something different in the depths within
A presence over pretense
God my Father immerse me in your spirit
I fall to my knees and here I wait for you
Through all the wickedness I've sewn through every tear I've bore
Through curses that I've leached and own my failed desire is in you
With my early pages written in deception it still lingers
Bitterness my shroud that I take comfort in
Unsheathe me
I dream of the depths of the fiery lake calling me down
But my spirit desires to give you glory
Hold me in your mercy
Pull me up from the depths below and hold me in your arms
Pull me close
Pull me so close and never let me go
Never