Thank You for Everything... - depression

[00:16.56]You made me meet the sound of running water the feel of void it's been halting me since Tuesday
[00:22.18]And I don't blame you
[00:24.82]But who I suppose to blame for the way is I see everyone acting with pain and acting in one way
[00:30.24]I'm sorry it's so familiar
[00:32.59]But what it came out if you are mouth I thought if you was the newest way to bring pain back to myself since I was cut off
[00:38.57]And I can't explain it why some conciously try to go back to this because it's ever stops hurting
[00:45.66]And my brain is filled of I love you Tiry I speak in a manic shower and hopes me escape
[00:51.03]I love you I know it shouldn't be insane but I don't know how to take a break
[00:55.59]I love you being happy cutting off negativity is the only way
[01:00.26]And I'm sorry
[01:01.77]I can't be here because I can't ask you to change
[01:06.90]But I changed the way I thought of life
[01:09.38]loneliness left when your eyes met mine
[01:11.43]And I constantly try to stop making you hurt
[01:14.29]I knew I died
[01:15.79]But I stop toping I'll be a lonely night so I can pretend I could drive
[01:19.60]I looked in the mirror three days before you left
[01:21.72]You maybe feel comfortable for myself because you disguise horrible lyrics I can give it
[01:27.15]And you happen to like
[01:28.75]how are these nights going to be any easier with a memory instead of an outstretched hand
[01:33.77]I know it ain't really last but I hope having me was worth it to you in the end
[01:38.73]Anoter lines it's another hours was harder to breathe just keep breathing
[01:43.47]I should be here in the morning should knock on your door
[01:48.34]But where will you be
[01:53.59]I hope I can answer
[02:03.06]I can't consider in patient
[02:05.16]when the patient of me is using other sick people's medication
[02:08.82]Come back please come back
[02:11.17]So I can feel it my myself and it's how awful feels it's real if you gotta be through the bank interest just to get me out
[02:17.85]And I can't forget my only real probably may came for you are sick this whole time
[02:23.09]Because if I let it they will know you were mine maybe they will know why I feel so died inside
[02:29.06]But maybe they wouldn't maybe they don't know what I needed
[02:33.48]Maybe this whole thing pointless maybe I can't even help you remember me born in New Sicilia
[02:41.02]But I try
[02:44.58]I tried...