Forgive Me(Explicit) - Omar LinX

Have I lost myself
When they turn away my helping hand no they don't want my help
They don't feel my pain no I'll just get in the way
When that flame burns out then its never the same
Where the f**k did all my friends go
If you see 'em will you say hello
Let 'em know its all good LinX said so
I'm kidding I'ma get 'em all
'No friend of mine' they should put that on your motherf**kin' headstone
Focused on my return the comeback I deserve
I'm putting work so every s more absurd
I'm going berserk now you f**kers've struck a nerve
For what its worth they in the grave and throwing dirt
They say I'm killin' 'em all get rid of 'em all
I don't see the point in playing if you're willing to fall
Startin' to kinda question are you really involved
Because you're acting like a b***h and I'm sick as a dog forgive me
Watchu doing LinX
Its okay I got this
What are you in this for really
I don't know Music Nah this is only f**king revenge
Yeah
Just think this through
With a ski mask and a buck knife screaming f**k life I don't need this anyways
I got this world set for detonate
And correct me if I'm wrong but we all seen a better day
I been living out my life like a renegade
Watching all my people fade away thought we'd never change
Lost the only girl I loved just the other day
And I just haven't been myself since she went away
But now my ex's wanna be reconnected
Was it something that I said Something that I texted
Something on my neck something like my necklace
Something I don't need something reckless
I just want to see some cheese selling records
Where were you when I was sleeping on a bench
Now it's 30 thou
Thousand
In the crowd I don't even flinch
Mami I'm the s**t what am I to think I am so legit
By the looks of this I'll be getting rich
And the funny thing about it is you'll never see a cent
You were digging in your pockets you can barely pay the rent
What did you expect how'd this play it in your head
What you'd follow me on Twitter now apparently we friends
I'ma hold this to the end buried in the ground
S**t I'd go to town if they ever let me out
Vengence on my mind let 'em know its going down
If I turned this up loud can you motherf**kers hear me now
Alright so
Its like what do they what do they need
Long time coming
What's the point of this
So I told 'em
Gotta give 'em something now
Its what I f**king told 'em
Its about that time
It's like they really want more I'll give 'em more
M O R
There's something new about me I don't feel the same
I'm in a new place starting up a new game
I keep it moving like I'm giving out a suitcase
Waiting for this moment to arrive but its too late
I'm obsessed with the thought of success
The reason that I'm missing is the reason that I left
I see 'em playing checkers but the boy playing chess
Thinkin 10 moves ahead I can see 'em getting stressed
And they d**n well better be
Cos I don't see no competition I'm my own worst enemy
Bottle of Jack got me acting like a psychopath
The way I party I don't know why they invite me back
I've hit a low but I know I'm getting close
The stars are aligned all I see is open road
Its all in my reach there ain't nothing outta sight
Its a brand new day but its time to say goodnight forgive me