This Is Where We Meet - A Past Unknown

There is nothing I can ever do to make myself appear like I have it all together
I'll watch myself crumble
Every time I try it gets harder to get it right
Good motives I have kissed goodbye to sell the product not the life
You still see me as a fallen entity
Grasping what I can't attain by myself it's all on display
Give me a second try that I don't deserve failing is part of my life but it's what I choose
Do I want to make things right or get caught up in the spiral that tears my life apart
Not on my own I'll give up every time I am so frail progress is hard to find
I can't remain in this state where I fall away
It's haunting it's blaming it crushes me
Can I be restored Where I don't hurt
Where mistakes are forgotten
Given a second try to make things right
I'm breaking down is this my fate
You have held me up for so long but still I disappoint
Your love never fails; it's my choice that comes between all You have planned for me
Forgive my failures; they are too much to take on too much to swallow
I can't stand on my own I will always fall
I can't do this alone a never ending cycle that causes me to stumble and give up what I long for
I don't deserve to make this right I failed I lost this is where we meet