Shadow Self - Reflections

Shadow Self - Reflections
I know im a failure in your fucking eyes,
But it doesn't matter to me,
'cause your fucking BLIND.
My entire life has been a waste of time,
falling for the same tricks,
in a different disguise
This is my shadow self,
ever since I can remember you look out for yourself.
I must be dreaming,
for once it seems im seeing clearly.
Did you think that you could
just leave me here to die?
I don't know what I did to deserve this,
you don't even treat me like a FUCKING person.
I have no heart,
I have no FUCKING heart.
Everything I touch,
always falls apart.
Why fight for something thats not meant to be?
I'm done being treated,
like the dirt underneath your feet.
Fill my eyes with flies and cut
my throat so I can't breath.
I'm so sick of the tangled web we weave,
I'd give anything to rid me of these memories.
THIS IS MY SHADOW SELF