Internal Dialogue - Maria Mena

It must have been hard; staying in line
循规蹈矩一定很不容易
Knowing your influences did it all the time
我知道你一直都深受影响
It must have been strange; living in blue
生活在蔚蓝的天空一定很奇怪
And see me shut down as though
看着我心灰意冷仿佛
It was an easy thing to do
这易如反掌
But you could tell where I had been
但你知道我去了哪里
By the way I held my gun
顺便说一句我拿着枪
Trying to write anything while being
想要写点什么
Mocked b an off beat drum

But I was not honest
但我不诚实
I was not healthy
我身心俱疲
I was not honest honest
我不诚实
You did the right thing covered your scars
你做得对掩盖你的伤疤
Challenged your faith
挑战你的信念
And closed your eyes driving cars
闭上眼睛开着车
For all that they knew you were safe home
他们都知道你安然无恙
But you went through hell
可你历尽磨难
Whenever you were left alone
当你独自一人时
But you could see where I had been
但你知道我去了哪里
In the pictures that they took
在他们拍下的照片里
I tied to look positive at things
我总是积极乐观地看待问题
Faced myself but didn't look
勇敢面对自己却视而不见
That was not honest
这不是实话
I was not healthy
我身心俱疲
I am not honest honest
我不诚实
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
我希望你能透过我的眼睛看到你自己
There's no need to cling to unnecessary lies
没必要执着于不必要的谎言
The voice in your head whose spirit you stole
你脑海里的声音你偷走了谁的灵魂
Left you for dead but you dug the hole
让你自生自灭可你自掘坟墓
And I could see where you had been
我知道你去了哪里
From the marks around your wrists
从你手腕上的痕迹来看
The red water washed around your sins
红色的海水洗涤你的罪孽
But are you as pure as this
但你是否如我这般纯洁
No you are not honest
你不诚实
You are not healthy
你不健康
You are not honest honest
你不诚实