The Search - NF

[00:00.000] 作词 : NF\/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.000] 作曲 : NF\/Tommee Profitt
[00:36.11]Hey Nate, how's life?
[00:38.85]I don’t know, it's alright
[00:40.61]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
[00:42.80]And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
[00:44.91]I'm sorry, that's fine
[00:46.56]I just think I need a little me time
[00:48.48]I just think I need a little free time
[00:50.52]Little break from the shows and the bus rides (Bus rides), yeah
[00:53.16]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:54.53]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud
[00:56.43]Had to see a therapist and I found out
[00:58.32]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house
[01:00.38]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
[01:02.38]You know, pack my car, take a new route
[01:04.47]Clean up my yard, get the noose out
[01:06.39]Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
[01:08.59]I’ve been searchin'
[01:09.98]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
[01:11.80]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
[01:13.72]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
[01:15.72]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
[01:17.72]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
[01:19.75]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
[01:21.71]And things might hurt me
[01:22.75]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! (But hey!)
[01:25.29]It's worth it though
[01:26.23]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
[01:27.93]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
[01:30.04]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[01:31.97]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
[01:33.97]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
[01:35.93]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:37.92]For crackin' jokes
[01:38.78]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
[01:40.85]Been makin' a whole lot of changes
[01:42.38]Wrote a song about that, you should play it
[01:44.32]I get scared when I walk on these stages
[01:46.34]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
[01:48.95]That's when I start to get anxious
[01:50.32]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:52.39]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
[01:55.29]Forget what I'm saying, and
[01:56.79]Where'd the beat go?
[01:58.68]Oh, ain't that somethin'?
[02:00.48]Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
[02:02.20]Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
[02:04.12]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach
[02:06.08]Throw it back up like I don't want it
[02:08.09]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit
[02:10.15]OCD, tryna push my buttons
[02:12.08]I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
[02:14.57]I can be critical, never typical
[02:15.85]Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
[02:17.63]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
[02:19.71]Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it though
[02:21.88]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
[02:23.67]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
[02:25.80]Way that I been thinkin' this cinematic is beautiful
[02:27.71]Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos
[02:30.00](Videos, videos)
[02:30.74]Yeah, the sales can rise
[02:32.08]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
[02:34.01]See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
[02:35.97]That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
[02:38.01]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
[02:40.02]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
[02:42.03]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
[02:44.00]You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
[02:46.20]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
[02:48.05]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
[02:49.98]It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
[02:51.99]Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
[02:54.05]Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
[02:55.93]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
[02:57.88]You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
[03:00.18]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo!)
[03:02.46]I am developin', take a look at the benefits
[03:04.06]Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
[03:06.03]Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
[03:08.15]Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
[03:10.16]It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
[03:11.95]I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
[03:14.19]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
[03:16.09]Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah!
[03:18.51]It's that time again
[03:20.15]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
[03:22.12]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
[03:24.02]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
[03:26.06]On a road right now that I can't predict
[03:28.03]Tell me \"Tone that down,\" but I can't resist
[03:29.98]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists
[03:32.07]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh (Huh, huh)
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