Outside Looking In - Neal Morse

Here I am more or less a man
Second rate the last in line
One of life's little twists of fate
But here I stand
The unaccepted man
Neh 19
At the temple gate
Sometimes I sit and wonder why
I was born
When everything that I touch
Seems to turn out wrong
Though I'm a mistake
There must be a place I belong
But I'm outside looking in
Luke 1514
Life looks so easy they all seem so happy
Yes I'm outside looking in
And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly
I'm all alone without a friend
'Cause I'm outside looking in
The plan was laid
I guess I was made this way
Psa 515
I've tried before
But I just can't seem to change
Still my heart longs to belong
I wish there was a way
But I'm outside looking in
The beautiful city they all seem so happy
Eph 221
Yes I'm outside looking in
And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly
The celebration will begin
While I'm still outside looking in
Oh I'm outside looking in
Gal 426
They make it look easy to love and be happy
Yes I'm outside looking in
I'm cast out and ugly and nobody loves me
Oh nobody knows me now I'm outside looking in
The beautiful city they all seem so happy
Num 245
Oh nobody sees the ones outside looking in
And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly
Oh nobody knows me now
As life goes on for them
I will stay here in my sin
'Cause I'm outside looking in