Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem

Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem (埃米纳姆)

Ha i got some skeletons in my closet
我有一些不为人知的秘密
And i don't know if no one knows it
我不知道是否有人已经知晓
So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it
所以 在他们让我一败涂地之前
I'ma expose it i'll take you back to '73
我要抢先爆料 我要带你们回到1973年
Before i ever had a multi-platinum sellin' cd
在我还没有任何白金唱片之前
I was a baby maybe i was just a couple of months
我还是个小婴儿 也许我才几个月大
My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch
我那懦弱的爸爸 夹着尾巴逃之夭夭
'Coz he split i wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
抛妻弃子 我甚至不知道他是否与我吻别
No i don't on second thought
不 我再也不会想起他
I just f**kin' wished he would die
我希望他离开人世
I look at hailie and i couldn't picture leavin' her side
我看着女儿海莉 我无法想象离开她会是怎样
Even if i hated kim
即使我恨透了金姆
I grit my teeth and i'd try
我也会咬牙坚持
To make it work with her at least for hailie's sake
至少为了海莉 也要强忍下去
I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human
或许是我犯了错 但我只是一个普通人
But i'm man enough to face them today
但是如今 我有勇气面对错误
What i did was stupid no doubt it was dumb
曾经我是多么愚蠢 没错 我真的很蠢
But the smartest sh*t i did was take the bullets outta that gun
但是幸好我提前把子弹拿了出来
'Cuz i'da killed him sh*t i woulda shot kim and them both
要不然我可能会杀了他们
It's my life i'd like to welcome y'all to 'the eminem show'
这是我的人生 欢迎来到阿姆秀
Now i would never diss my own momma just to get recognition
如今 我才不会利用老妈来成名 注意听这首歌曲
Take a second to listen for whom you think this record is dissin'
再听一遍 你认为是谁让这首歌曲位居榜首
But put yourself in my position
但是请你设身处地为我想想
Just try to envision
只需试着想象一下
Witnessin' your momma poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen
亲眼目睹你的妈妈在厨房里**
Bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and sh*t's missin'
你总是被他人栽赃陷害
Goin' through public housin' systems
穿过大街小巷
Victim of munchausen's syndrome
我们都是孟乔森综合症的受害人
My whole life i was made to believe i was sick when i wasn't
我从小就被迫相信自己是个怪胎
'Til i grew up now i blew up
直到我长大成人 现在 我搞砸了一切
It makes you sick to your stomach
让你感觉恶心至极
Doesn't it wasn't it the reason you made that cd for me ma
难道这不是你为我出专辑的原因吗
So you could try to justify the way you treated me ma
所以 你可以解释你这样对我的原因
But guess what you're getting older now and it's cold when you're lonely
但是你知道 你越来越老 当你孤独的时候会感觉冷吧
And nathan's growin' up so quick
南森弟弟很快就会长大
He's gonna know that you're phony
他会知道你是个骗子
And hailie's gettin' so big now you should see her she's beautiful
海莉现在也长大了 你应该看看她 她非常漂亮
But you'll never see her she won't even be at your funeral
但你永远也见不到她 因为她连你的葬礼都不会参加
See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
伤我最深的就是你 你从不承认自己的错误
B**ch do your song keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom
你只专注于自己的音乐 说自己是个好妈妈
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
但是你怎么好意思拿我的钱 我又不是你抚养长大的
You selfish b***h i hope you f**kin' burn in hell for this sh*t
你是如此自私 我希望你能承受如地狱之火焚身般的痛苦
Remember when ronnie died and you said you wished it was me
记得当罗尼死的时候 你说过希望死去的是我
Well guess what i am dead
你知道吗 我已心如死灰
Dead to you as can be
对你来说死得彻彻底底
You as can be
对你来说
You as can be
对你来说
You as can be
对你来说
You as can be
对你来说