No Apologies - Pyrexia

[ti:Sorry To Myself]
[ar:Alanis Morissette]
[al:Feast On Scraps]
[by:]
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[00:00.00]Alanis Morissette - Sorry To Myself
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[00:08.99]For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
[00:14.88]For continuing my numbing love endlessly 
[00:20.33]For helping you and myself: not even considering
[00:25.57]For beating myself up and overfunctioning
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[00:31.27]To whom do I owe the biggest apology ?
[00:42.44]No one's been crueler than I've been to me
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[00:53.29]For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable
[00:59.05]For myself love being so embarassingly conditional
[01:04.05]And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
[01:09.51]and for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball
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[01:15.79]To whom do I owe the biggest apology ?
[01:26.93]No one's been crueler than I've been to me
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[01:37.20]I'm sorry to myself
[01:42.29]My apologies begin here before everybody else
[01:48.18]I'm sorry to myself
[01:53.68]For treating me worse than I would anybody else
[01:59.51]
[01:59.94]For blaming myself for your unhappiness
[02:05.56]and for my impatience when I was perfect where I was
[02:11.29]Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready
[02:16.22]and expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be
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[02:22.35]To whom do I owe the first apology ?
[02:33.61]No one's been crueler than I've been to me
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[02:43.59]And I'm sorry to myself
[02:48.90]My apologies begin here before everybody else
[02:54.56]I'm sorry to myself
[03:00.25]For treating me worse than I would anybody else
[03:06.12]
[03:06.56]Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
[03:11.30]Forgetting you or forgetting myself...
[03:17.07]Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter
[03:22.43]I would've naturally loved the former
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[03:29.69]For ignoring you: my highest voices
[03:34.54]For smiling when my strife was all too obvious
[03:39.95]For being so disassociated from my body
[03:45.69]and for not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing
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[03:51.29]To whom do I owe the biggest apology ?
[04:02.32]No one's been crueler than I've been to me
[04:08.09]
[04:12.60]And I'm sorry to myself
[04:17.77]My apologies begin here before everybody else
[04:23.36]I'm sorry to myself
[04:29.14]For treating me worse than I would anybody else
[04:34.85]I'm sorry to myself
[04:39.95]My apologies begin here before everybody else
[04:45.53]I'm sorry to myself
[04:51.42]For treating me worse than I would anybody else
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[05:40.52]END