Trusting In His Blood - Scott Jogwick

[ti:Weight Of The World]
[ar:Blue October]
[al:Approaching Normal]
[by:活在當下]
[00:01.12]Blue October - Weight Of The World 
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[00:09.11]  活在當下 制作
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[00:19.03]A blackout in the room again
[00:23.79]a busted lip and broken skin.
[00:28.58]I wake up in the bathroom 
[00:31.36]and dare not bother asking
[00:33.14]why the mirror's craked and all I see 
[00:35.72]are shards of glass inside of me.
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[00:38.17]There's voices there to dare me,
[00:43.03]my father's here to scare me.
[00:47.53]My mother sits beyond the door she's 
[00:50.15]curled up crying on the floor,
[00:52.49]look at what her son's done.
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[00:54.94]When the weight of all the world's gone wrong.
[01:02.39]It's gone wrong again.
[01:05.92]Gone fucking wrong.
[01:12.36]It's gone wrong again.
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[01:16.48]Well liars they leave a guilty trail.
[01:20.84]And let me tell you something people, 
[01:22.04]I've been lying for fucking years.
[01:26.14]That must be why I'm standing in this space.
[01:33.97]Disregarding that I've created these monsters
[01:40.05]they're on fucking both of my sides,
[01:42.95]So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes.
[01:48.15]From all four of their eyes.
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[01:54.70]And while I wait for wounds to heal
[01:57.28]I see you by the window sil,
[01:59.67]your heart's torn out
[02:00.88]a plastic spoon
[02:02.10]when honesty lit up that room 
[02:04.24]so I stole the pillowcase to clean
[02:06.67]this mess I've made of someones dream.
[02:09.22]Now you've seen what I've done,
[02:11.06]
[02:11.56]when the weight of all the world's gone wrong.
[02:19.48]It's gone wrong again
[02:22.63]gone fucking wrong
[02:28.97]it's gone all wrong again.
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[02:33.09]This room is old and wise
[02:34.51]I fall onto the bed and wonder,
[02:36.88]\"How did I get here?\"
[02:40.02]The little boy who would argue with a tree
[02:44.98]just fucking thump his head
[02:46.93]and he'll turn back to normal.
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[02:50.05]Now why is that what I see?
[02:52.25]Don't bother trusting
[02:54.90]don't bother waiting
[02:57.36]don't bother changing things that won't give into changing
[03:01.72]just let me go away.
[03:06.27]I'm packed
[03:11.65]whenever
[03:17.96]I'm down
[03:19.96]whenever.
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