Story Of Mine - Hopsin

Story Of Mine - Hopsin
Y'all now in the place to be and
You rocking with the H-O-P
I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about how the
Lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and
You rocking with the H-O-P
Pay attention closely to my story (alright)
Mom ain't never had sh*t neither did pop
And that's exactly the reason that he beat her a lot
So sh*t as a kid I had to be a cheater and rob
Dealing with the consequences of me getting caught
Life appeared to be cool when I was
Young cause I didn't notice things
Rent was paid every month with no
Problems so it seems
And as I got older I would catch onto things
Then I start to notice that sh*t ain't
The way it's 'posed to be
Come to find out we've been up in a rut
My mom feeling like she got a
Knife stuck in the gut
And dad tripping out for no
Reason cussin and stuff
I'm trying hard sucking it up
Like f**k it it's sus
And Christmas in the house
Was not that popular
Cause all we ever receive
Was socks and boxers
My friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid
It was official market on our f**king family four
Y'all now in the place to be and
You rocking with the H-O-P
I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about how
The lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and
You rocking with the H-O-P
Pay attention closely to my story (alright)
When I was 17 my dad moved out
He refused to try help for us
Get a brand new house
So that just me my mom and my sister
And it was up to me to be the
Man to polish our future
We was slowly falling apart
I felt the pain all in my heart
When my mom would go and
Crawl in the dark
And cry lungs out cause she knew
That our good times was up now
I ain't know how to deal with none
Of it I was strung out
Finally my 18th birthday hit
I would had left but I had to help her pay rent
My homies got their own place
They living very nice
Sipping on some Bacardi and
Throwing parties every night
They mom buying cars new 3-50 Z's
Well my moms in debt at least 50 G's
That means I have to work harder just to
Get by cause if I don't we'll be struggling
For the rest of our lives F**K
Y'all now in the place to be and you
Rocking with the H-O-P
I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about
How the lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and you
Rocking with the H-O-P
Pay attention closely to my story (alright)
God I hate to cuss to you but
I hate my f**king life
Nothings right it's cold in my world
It's never summer time
It is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle
If I'm a get then it needs to happen right now
I'm one week away from jumping off a cliff
Or putting heat up to my head and
Then dumping off a clip
I know you think I'm just lying cause
Last time I stood next to a cliff side
I *****ed out but I'm a do it this time
Man forget it we both know I'm not
I just say that stupid sh*t cause I'm so low on gaup
But for real tho God man you have to help
Me out cause I know the road I'm
Rolling on is not a healthy route
From now to back to the day I was a
Little kid sh*t didn't brighten up a little bit
Now wouldn't you be a little pissed if this was you
Yeah I'm cursing this the truth
Looks like I'm a have to resort to
Violence to get the loot
Y'all now in the place to be and you
Rocking with the H-O-P
I'm a tell y'all a story of mine about how the
Lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
Thank you for listening to my story (alright)