Save Me - Nicky Will

Yeah Chrissy was a girl scarred from her youth
If you look into her eyes you can see the truth
Something's hiding deep inside and it's eating through
Yea she felt like the black sheep of her school
But she was so young and little in her years
They said she wasn't pretty hid behind them tears d**n
It was the same thing every day
And to think she was only in the 8th grade
I wonder if her parents knew what she was going through
As she cries herself to sleep hiding in her room
All they saw was a girl so beautiful straight A's and honor roll
A girl so full of life yea anything was possible
They could see the scars she tried to hide
They could see the pain but didn't realize
That this was just the start and it would slowly grow
You think you only know how the story goes
There are demons in my head and they won't let me go
I need someone to save me cuz I'm losing control
This isn't who I am or who I wanted to be
Come free me from this hell so tell me what can you see
I need you to save me
V2
Fast forward to the 12th grade first day
Kinda nervous but ready to make her own way
Make a change and shed the image of them old days
It's a new year yeah and she was feeling brave
But she was getting smiles now from all the guys
Yea her confidence was really truly on the rise watch her climb
Man she really started fitting in
And her once sealed lips has turned into grins
Well now she's building her self esteem
Cheer leader to prom queen
She thinks she's ready fight and join a different league
Forget college she was going strong
That once scared girl has now been long gone
Well then she moved out to LA to be a model
Then a superstar and everybody's role model
Front cover of Seventeen limousines living dreams
But there's a price on everything you know what I mean
Caught up in the moment and she's trying to breathe
She's back to throwing up everything she eats
And lately all the pressure's been digging in
She's come to face those demons once again
In the hospital fighting for her life
Her cries were loud enough so family's by her side
She told them the money wasn't coming in
And her agent was forcing her to stay thin
But then a light shined down through the sky
It looks like she was given another try
She wants to have kids the good life and Maybe somebody's wife and just be thankful every day now that she's alive
Tells the story to other people too
To everybody else scarred from their youth
You gotta embrace everything you are
Cause deep inside we're all superstars