Whatever the Case May Be - Anavae

All I do is talk with digits
And plastic buttons
They stare right back at me
.
But when the chance to
Live finally shows it self
I shut down.
There's a cloud in my head telling me to be quiet
A desperate struggle
These forces tear my head apart
This black hole sucks all the joy I fantasise about through tunnels I can't run down.
I've become a numb shell
Too scared to create a thing.
I've fallen down down down again.
I've become a numb shell.
Too scared to create a thing.
Bye bye baby I'm going away.
You say it's real
What am I meant to think
It's like a cage wrapped around my brain.
You seem to have the key
Tucked away beneath the seams.
Walk away he said
"You've had enough alright
Stop starting through the window
Pick up your feet again
Open up your eyes and take a breath
Oh breathe it in"
You
Ll be fine they say
But what do they know
I've kept it all so hidden inside.
You couldn't even find me oh if you tried.
I've become a numb shell
Too scared to create a thing.
I've fallen down down down again.
I've become a numb shell.
Too scared to create a thing.
Bye bye baby I'm going away.
It's all these shadows around me.
I can't take this uncertainty.