Brilliant Lies - New Years Day

I'm trying to sleep,
But this pain in my chest,
It's keeping me awake,
And every breath
I take, Feels like it's my last,
I want to be fine,
I want to be sure,
I want to be a lot of things,
And none of them include you.
I keep telling myself
I'm not miserable,
I keep telling myself
I'm better off without you
I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time
I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
I don't understand,
Because it doesn't make sense,
The way you broke it off,
Took away my heart,
Took away all my friends,
I want to go out,
And get out of this house,
But to begin again is gonna take more than
I think I'd ever have to give.
I keep telling myself
I'm not miserable,
I keep telling myself
I'm better off without you
I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time
I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
I believe that
I was so cleverly deceived,
By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie,
All the time that was spent being used
I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
I want to know why you're such an idiot,
I want to know how you can even live with it,
I want to know why
I should even give a damn,
About you missing me so terribly
I'm starting to sleep a little easier now,
Now that I'm over this,
And I've made up my mind to never fall in love again,
With someone like you, someone so confused,
I just wish
I would have realized that a long time before
I had... I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time
I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
I believe that
I was so cleverly deceived,
By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie,
All the time that was spent being used
I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
I believed that you meant everything you said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.
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