butterflies - Demxntia

[00:10.68]lets take it back
[00:12.18]back to the days where
[00:13.14]not a thing would matter
[00:13.92]not a care within the world,
[00:15.11]wasnt really thinkin bout her
[00:16.83]but my eyes are feelin heavy
[00:18.06]like the weight thats on my chest
[00:19.35]cuz lately i been feelin empty
[00:20.87]but u should know that best
[00:22.40]theres a void within my chest,
[00:23.91]but my mind full
[00:25.48]next time i wanna get attached,
[00:26.81]ill be mindful
[00:28.45]instead of walkin on a tightrope
[00:29.97]with a blindfold
[00:31.13]and expecting not to fall into this
[00:32.54]everlasting cycle
[00:33.92]i swear this is deja vu
[00:36.53]bc i know i wrote at least a
[00:38.13]hundred songs just about you
[00:39.91]i know i probably shouldnt want you
[00:41.58]but you help me take my mind off
[00:43.72]all the things that i been through
[00:45.63]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had
[00:47.82](thinking about the times that i made you laugh)
[00:50.95]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared
[00:53.66](every time i close my eyes i see you there)
[00:56.66]every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies
[01:01.58]always feeling anxious every time i see your name online
[01:07.38]i tell myself these lies
[01:10.10]i hope that u don't hear
[01:13.11]this song i wrote about you bc i wish that u were here
[01:19.31]lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
[01:22.01]this empty void grows colder almost every single
[01:30.08]i'm looking at these 4 white walls
[01:32.94]like do i mean a thing to you at all?
[01:41.52]take away my ability to feel
[01:46.43]because i'd rather numb my senses
[01:49.33]than feeling something that ain't real
[01:52.65]every night my heart is sinking
[01:55.51]or maybe i'm just overthinking
[01:58.48]i'm not so sure
[02:04.27]maybe im just wasting all my time
[02:08.95]because every time we cease communication
[02:12.77]i feel so confined
[02:15.40]every night i think of you,
[02:18.20]wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
[02:50.52]every night i think of you,
[02:52.21]wonder if you feel the same way that i do?