18 Years - Lucky Boys Confusion

I waited 18 years to start on life
Should've waited 10 more and got it right alone
I spend most of my time alone
I spend most of my time
I gave so much for the applause
Yeah I just fell in love with my own flaws alone
I spend most of my time alone
I spend most of my time
I swore in 18 years I'd break these chains
Yeah I just fell apart
I broke everything alone
I spend most of my time alone
I spend most of my time
The cameras flash they block the streets
Wrap me in yellow tape for the world to see alone
Like my chalk outline alone
I spend most of my time
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on kids nothing to see here
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on there's nothing to see
This way at least I belong to something
This way at least I will not waste a moment
And this way at least I belong to something
18 years to start on life
Should've waited 10 more and got it right alone
I spend most of my time alone
I spend most of my time alone
I spend most my time alone
I spend most my time alone
Like my chalk outline alone
I spend most of my time
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on kids nothing to see here
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on there's nothing to see
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on kids nothing to see here
Go home there's nothing to see
Move on nothing to see yeah yeah