Tug of War - Andy Mineo

Tug of War - Andy Mineo/Krizz Kaliko/Charles Dunlap/Torrance Esmond/Samuel William Christopher Watson

Momma praying for me
妈妈为我祈祷
Grandma praying for me
奶奶为我祈祷
Satan preying on me
撒旦折磨着我
Jesus waiting on me
基督等待着我
'Cause I've been straddling the fence it's time to make decisions
因为我一直持观望态度，现在该做出决定了
I've been thinking about Heaven lately don't think I'll get in
最近我一直想着天堂，不觉得我会去那里
'Cause I've been going back and forth I love the way I'm living
因为我一直犹豫不决，我喜欢我现有的生活方式
But I hate it at the same time 'cause I know I'm sinning
但我同时又很讨厌，因为我知道我有罪
And I don't want to be like them hypocritical Christians
我不想像那些虚伪的基督徒一样
So I stay away from Jesus completely 'till I'm ready to give Him
所以我彻底远离基督，直到我准备将一切交给他
Everything but that seems like it'll never happen
但这看起来永远都不会发生
My girl coming over later you know what's about to happen
我的女孩一会儿要来，你知道接下来将要发生什么
Then after some smashing I'm sitting there asking
受打击后，我坐在那里问
If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction
永恒的地狱是否值得换取短暂的安逸
Man I'm so back and forth
天呐，我是多么犹豫不决
I'm back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战
I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
我一直为自己的生活而战，我一直想让自己的生活不偏离轨道
And I really want more and I don't know
我真的想要更多，我还想不透
Back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战
And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
我为了掌控一切而战，为了我的灵魂而战，这就是战争
I've got two choices
我有两个选择
Both require pain
每个都要经历痛苦
One's the pain of change or the pain of staying the same
一种是转变之痛，另一种是保持现状的痛
One of them leads to joy
其中一种通往快乐
Other one leads to shame
另一种通往耻辱
One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains
其中一种通向自由，另一种让我受到束缚
I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings Ain't that enough
我戴着十字架，感谢你给我的祝福，这还不够吗
Why you want everything Can't you leave this part of my life untouched
为什么你什么都想要，你能不能离开我生活的处女地
I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once
我想，跟随着你意味着今后就没有了决定权
Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up
现在每天我醒来，你都让我背负痛苦
You really want me to break up with my girl Now that's too much
你真的想让我和女朋友分手吗，这太过分了
I know what's best for me
我知道对自己来说什么才是最好的
You don't understand my complexities
你不明白我有多混乱
See I gotta make a living so don't ask where my checks come from
你看，我还要赚钱养家，所以别问我钱从哪里来
Now I hear you talking I ain't gone numb
现在我听你讲话，我可没傻
I know I'm in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son 'cause
我知道我身处黑暗中，我要寻找通往上帝之路，因为
He calling on my name and I know I can't run
他在呼唤我的名字，我知道我跑不了
I'm so back and forth
我是多么犹豫不决
I'm back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战
I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
我一直为自己的生活而战，我一直想让自己的生活不偏离轨道
And I really want more and I don't know
我真的想要更多，我还想不透
Back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战
And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
我为了掌控一切而战，为了我的灵魂而战，这就是战争
I drown on broken hearts
我淹没在伤心绝望中
A man full of regrets
一个充满悔恨的男人
The thrill has left the empty promises of sin sets
不再感到紧张，假意许下罪孽的承诺
You wanna put treasure inside my hands but you cease
你想将财宝塞到我手中，但是你停下了
'Cause they're clamped holding on the sins I won't release
因为它们被钳制住了，抓住那些罪孽我不会松手
I don't know how to start loving you and stop doing what I'm doing if I gain you tell me what I'm really losing
我不知该如何开始爱你，停下我正做的事情，如果我有收获，你告诉我我实际上失去了什么
You have to change me and my sins I'd never choose Him
你不得不改变我和我的罪过，我从未选择过他
My heart needs to see something greater than what I'm pursuing so
我的心需要见到比我所追逐的更伟大的东西
Is it true that you give rest to the weary Can you accept and repair me
你要让疲惫的人休息，这是真的吗，你能不能接受我并纠正我
Do you hear me It's so clear and now it's painfully apparent
你能听到我吗，如此显而易见，现在这种直白很痛苦
That I can't have my sin and my Savior they're not for sharing
现在我无法同时犯罪与被救，它们不能共存
Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss
我为了追随你而失去的一切并不是损失
My girlfriend my friends my money even my job
我的女友，我的伙伴，我的钱财，甚至我的工作
But sometimes I believe the lie
但有时我也相信这个谎言
That God don't provide for His child when they obey that's so cray
上帝不会供养听话的孩子，太讽刺了
He calling me to freedom I think that it's time to walk
他让我自由，我想现在该离开了
I don't see every step but the next is out of the dark
我没注意到走了多少步，但下一步就会走出黑暗
I'm the filthiest of them all but I'm YOURS if you wash me
我是他们当中最卑鄙的，但如果你洗脱我的罪孽，我就归顺你
From that sin by the blood of that cross
源于那个过失，还有十字架上的鲜血
I'm yours
我归顺你