Low - Tech N9ne

Low - Tech N9ne
How could I be so down at a time like this
When I'm high like this
When the billboard charts, when your major tours overseas
When I fly like this
I've been thinking about the people that need me
They needy and all of the pain that I might miss
Sooner or later it seeks me reach me then bleed me
Deep in the rain inside my pit
I'm goin' down now, because my mom frowns
In a research psychiatric center without her son around
And I'm deep off in this hole when I'm out here rockin' shows
I should be hyped 'cause my life is so rock 'n' roll
But I feel like the Grinch mixed with Ebenezer Scrooge
Let the fever ooze up out of me clouded me never eager to
Let up when I'm in an interview
They probably thinkin' they gonna hinder dude
'Cause he be lookin' like he might offend the rule
Never intricate to remember blues
Because is always right here with the Hennessey and light beer
Let it enter me and fight fear, yeah
I know I quit but I started back, the homey called the gat
And my bodyguard Nicholas just had a heart attack
I'm sinkin' again, I'm drinkin' again
Drownin' and wildin' you breathin' again
Is easy to sin when you bleeding within'
Needin' the grin, cheese and recede in the spend
Lower than low, lower than low, that's how I feel in the morning
Lower than low, lower than low, that's how I sound when you callin'
Lower than low, lower than low, I'm high but feel like I'm falling
I'm sorry but I feel lower than low
My smile is forced, my style is warped
Morale is corpse now that my really good pound is torch
I'm just gone with the wind and I'm home with the gin
To the dome when I spin I'm a zone
'Cause the phone must be roamin' again
Another tone I'm alone now don't want me to spin
Time with I'm just mind this might find miss nine missed
I find my mind in this line dish
Dine quick, not even a second for mindless
In a middle of a time when the musics flyin' I've depleted my kindness
Low like the grasses, low like po folks on Gratiot
I'm so below the casket, ragged pulse up the maggots
Why do I feel this illness?
I'm lookin' for somethin to come and kill this a little bit
I got my head in the hills cause the real shit
Is momma is sufferin' takin' pills with the stillness
And I feel it, I can't shake it in any case my space is the basement
I can't erase my embrace of encasement
I'm chasin' hatred my taste not complacin'
So as I go to the flow the industry finally opened the door
But now I'm in the motherf**ker all I feel is, low
I'm sinkin' again, I'm drinkin' again
Drownin' and wildin' you breathin' again
Is easy to sin when you bleeding within'
Needin' the grin, cheese and recede in the spend
Lower than low, lower than low, that's how I feel in the morning
Lower than low, lower than low, that's how I sound when you callin'
Lower than low, lower than low, I'm high but feel like I'm falling
I'm sorry but I feel lower than low