Sideward and Foreways - Darkest Before Dawn

Focus
Abused mentally physically
Mentally physically emotionally
This will be worse for you
Confusion frustration
l turn to mercy
It's not fair
Sometimes it will get easier
It will always get more difficult
I have a question
What is
It
Life
Physically mentally emotionally abused
I turn to mercy to find a place where I can hide
Where I can focus on
Now endure
Focus
If my eyes are closed
And the door closes
I focus on the sound
But if I open my eyes to see the door is still open
What did I hear before
Confusion
This seems to make no sense
But already
I have confusion
Makes no sense
But already I have turned away
Focus
But what have I done to deserve this
Are you kidding me
There has been only one perfect life
Jesus the messiah
The anointed one
And only son of god
Even a perfect life faces abuse
Mentally physically emotionally
We will deal with it
Focus
We are still alive
So we will be shaken
Lord make me unshakable
For the heavens and earth tremble
But still I will remain
Are you kidding me
You're my lord forever
With you my lord forever
I'm ever with you lord
My focus is on you
All on you
So my focus must stay on you
Jesus
I'm blinded by this life
And all the lies it tells me
I am blind
So my focus must stay on you
Jesus
How do you know who god is
Who told you
Did culture tell you
Did your parents tell you
Did we tell you
Learn for yourself who god really is
You may be the only
Jesus someone ever sees
Make him look good