Micheal - Sadistik

Micheal - Sadistik

Teeth marks on the skin
在身上留下牙印
The greatest trick the devil
魔鬼玩的最好的把戏就是
Ever played was to take away my friend
带走我的朋友
I got your face engraved into my flesh
你深深地留在我的心里
So I can try to make amends
所以我可以试图弥补
With that day I won't forget
我无法忘记
In Minnesota I flew in
我飞去明尼苏达州的那些天
So that we could both record
这样我们可以记录
Me and Kristoff Krane
我和克科瑞恩
Were supposed to go on tour
去旅游的经历
Nobody answered
没有人回答
We were knocking on your door
我们在敲你的门
And when they carried out your body
当他们把你带出来的时候
I was staring at your shoes on the floor
我盯着你地板上的鞋子
Still the answers never come
依然不知道答案
Your funeral was beautiful
你的葬礼很完美
It captured what you loved
那里都是你喜欢的东西
I sat there in a stupor
我呆呆地坐在那里
Fractured by the hugs
对你的家人
That I gave your family members
给以拥抱安慰
Growing sadder by the months
他们在这几个月里日渐悲伤
But I won't dwell inside the ends
但我不会就此结束
And that's not what you would want
那不是你所希望的
You would tell me find connections
你会告诉我找到与世界有关联的人
To the world and to tell it my confessions
告诉它我的自白书
The hell that I invest in
我付出的一切
Is a part of something bigger
是更加巨大的
Words that you would write
你所写的话语
They would carve into the center
他们会将其刻在墓碑中央
Right on target
就在中间
'Til they start to fill
直到他们开始填土
My heart up with the letters
我的心里一直在想着这些话语
Shadows have shadows
一直在回荡
And it's darker than remembered
比记忆中还要黑暗
When this story has an ending
当故事即将结尾在
To the part I had together with my friend
我与朋友度过的那段时间
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
距离使得心灵滋生爱意
Of the time before the absence
在那之前
And the nights spent trying to imagine
在夜晚试图想象
When you played
当你玩时
I was blinded by the magic you displayed
我被你所展现的魔术所迷幻
I tried to reenact it in a way
我试着用一种方式重新去制定它
I need the dark today to see the stars decay
今夜我需要在黑暗中看见星星陨落
Cause if I can fall asleep
因为如果我可以睡着
Then I can dream we are awake
然后我可以梦到我们很清醒
Another shot of Jameson and PBR to chase
Jameson和PBR想要赢得名声
Another conversation in a seedy bar to play right
在破烂的酒吧里开始谈话
Man this side of me's the worst
这是我最坏的一面
When I'm terrified
当我感到惊恐的时候
That all I'll leave's a dynasty of dirt
我会给人留下一些糟糕的印象
But you believed in me
你相信了我
And I believed your words
所以我也相信你说的话语
So in turn
所以轮流着
I believed in things
我坚信一些事情
When I would need the courage
当我需要勇气
To move on
继续向前走
On and on and on and on it goes
持续不停地前进
When I'm nodding off
当我打瞌睡
An awful lot to songs that you had wrote
你写了很多歌曲
I want to honor all the art
我想要崇拜所有的艺术
And progress that you showed
你所表现的进步
I miss my confidant
让我想念我的知己
And honest talks allotted on the phone
与你在电话里说着真心话
With you Mike
迈克
I wish that I could hug you again
我希望我可以再次拥抱你
It's getting harder to pretend
假装愈来愈难了
And I can't undo what's been
而且我不能隐藏
Thanks for being someone I could come to
感谢可以成为
A friend
你的朋友
I hope I make you proud
我希望我可以让你骄傲
I love you
我爱你
The end
到最后
Isn't a person just a collection of their mistakes
一个人难道不是自身缺陷的集合体吗
And also their kind of
而且他们也
Undoing of their mistakes
在消除他们的错误
I mean what else are you
我的意思是说你是什么
You know you're always
你知道你一直
You're always just the reaction
你一直
To the bad parts of yourself
在重复着自己不好的一面
I think
我想
And I think that's what is kind of like
我想那就
A driving motivation behind
像是每个人背后的驱动器
Any human being that's who
他们
Wants to continue to grow and live life
想要继续成长和生活
Cause they're looking at their flaws
因为他们看着他们的缺陷
And trying to go beyond it
并试图超越它
And I think that a person
我想你知道的那个人
You know essentially dies
基本上已离去了
When they think that they found themselves
当他们觉得找回自我时
Ya know
你知道
Unless you want to admit that you
除非你想要承认
Yourself are not an individual
你自己不是一个个体
And are just part of a whole
而是整体里的一部分
Movement of ideas
想法在变化
And thought
思想
And culture
文化
And humanity and
人类
Furthermore the universe
除此之外还有宇宙
And everything
这一切都在变化
Unless you really feel like that
除非你真的觉得是那样
And you're walking through walls
你穿越墙壁
You know
你知道
You are always trying to find yourself
你总是试图找到自己
And it's usually a person who believes
这通常是一个拥有信念的人
That they've found the answer
他们找到了答案
Found the end
找到了结果
That there actually is a psychological end
实际上是心理问题
And then what's the point of
你知道问题是什么
You know doing anything after that
随后做些补救