A Gift A Curse(Explicit) - Emmure

What I've done what I've seen
我所做的一切 我所见的种种
The lives I've touched what does it mean
那些被我触动的人生 究竟有何意义
Losing track of everything
逐渐迷失在茫茫人生中
I gave it all but what did I gain
付出所有却一无所获
And I don't care what waits for me
我不在乎前方等待我的是什么
On the other side of life's release
在生命解脱的另一端
Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
因为当我闭上双眼 眼前只有你的容颜
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
所以即便死去 我也永不得安宁
I was desperate just to shine
我曾拼命只为绽放光芒
Now I struggle constantly to survive
如今却为生存苦苦挣扎
I I have nothing to prove to you
我 无需向你证明什么
What I've done what I've seen
我所做的一切 我所见的种种
The lives I've touched what does it mean
那些被我触动的人生 究竟有何意义
Losing track of everything
逐渐迷失在茫茫人生中
I gave it all but what did I gain
付出所有却一无所获
And I don't care what waits for me
我不在乎前方等待我的是什么
On the other side of life's release
在生命解脱的另一端
Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
因为当我闭上双眼 眼前只有你的容颜
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
所以即便死去 我也永不得安宁
And I tried so many times
我曾无数次尝试
To show that what I feel is real
证明这份真心绝非虚幻
No this is not a joke but you keep pushing me
这不是玩笑 你却步步紧逼
Yeah you keep pushing me
你始终不肯放过我
All I know is lost I'm alone in this
我只知迷失方向 独自徘徊
Silently I watch hoping you'd come back to me
默默守望 盼你重回我身旁
All I know is lost I'm alone in this
我只知迷失方向 独自徘徊
Silently I watch hoping you'd come back to me
默默守望 盼你重回我身旁
Seems like I'll be 'til the end
仿佛这宿命将伴我至终章
Knowing that I kept
明知自己始终紧握
Spitting in my
将苦痛咽下
I don't need your empty words or b******t sympathy
我不需要虚情假意 更不屑假意关怀
So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me
这是给那些年嘲笑我的人的回礼
Now I will shove this evil upon you
现在我要将这痛苦强加于你
You deserve to feel what I'm going through
你该尝尝我经历的滋味
Now I will shove this evil upon you
现在我要将这痛苦强加于你
You deserve to feel what I'm going through
你该尝尝我经历的滋味