So Few - Nothingface

So Few - Nothingface
I alone
Cry beside her
Pushed away
Once too often
Face that lie
Vision changes
Shade is ice
The words are poison
Changes made now why cant i
Fill the face in the mirror
What I want still you wont give
But I cannot hate you
Oh youre a monster
Blood alone
Stains the sorry
Tired eyes
My skin seems heavy
Mind astray
The sane still laughing
Images
All worth losing
Changes made now cant i
Fill the face in the mirror
What I want still you wont give
But I cannot hate you
Oh youre a monster you dont know
The hate I have
Inside if you could see it youd be
Terrified you would
Kill me at once but even by killing
Me you cant free
Yourself from my hatred you can
Kill my body
But Ill never leave you in peace
You cannot believe what your in for
The screams burn your eyes
The feeling of leaving yourself dies
Scratch out the real you
Time ticking away the killing
Choking on sorrow
Now youre dead and didnt listen
Gave into the fear
Im not the one who takes from you
I need you
In time there is no joy
But still youve lived
I just cant see when I lie
I am
So few like them
In the way