Another Way - Darwin’s Waiting Room

I killed myself today
I wish I could explain
I tried to find another way to tell you how I feel it
I tried to find another way to make you proud of me
I'm numb from kneeling
This cut's too deep for healing
Revealing, there's something amiss
Something you missed
Transfer the shame
You will never be the same
I will not accept the blame
'Cause I am what you made me
It's over now
What I've seen makes me
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
Pray for things I know
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
To change me, make me a whole
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
My life's so full of shit
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
In death is where I fit
I killed myself today
I wish I could remain
I tried to find another way to let myself go free
There seems to be no other way to make things right in me
I can't awaken, my life has been forsaken
I've taken the easy way out, the only way out
Empty my wrist, we could never co-exist
I will not let this persist 'cause I am what you made me
It's over now
What I've seen makes me
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
Pray for things I know
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
To change me, make me a whole
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
My life's so full of shit
(You gave me life but this life is mine)
Death is where I fit
You gotta see, you gotta try
Who's gonna change the world when I die
I said, you gotta see, you gotta try
Who's gonna change the world when I die
I said, you gotta see, you gotta try
Who's gonna change the world when I die
I said, you gotta see, you gotta try
Who's gonna change the world when I go
Well now you lost your son and lost control
Tell me now, how you feel
You can f**king live your life
But you can't live mine
Pray for things I know
To change me, make me a whole
My life's so full of shit
Death is where I fit
You can f**king live your life but not mine
You can f**king live your life but not mine
You can f**king live your life but not mine
You can f**king live your life but not mine