The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit - La Dispute

The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit - La Dispute
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
After sundown before sleeping
日落之后 入眠之前
I am the worst of me I am a mess of these
我展现最不堪的模样 在混沌中迷失方向
Old themes and the murmur of half-dreams
旧日心结与半梦半醒的呓语
Whisper seductively and stage scenes
诱人地低吟 在脑海中排演戏剧
It's fear fiction these visions
这些幻象尽是恐惧的虚构
Caught somewhere between delusion and prophesy
游走在妄想与预言之间
What I haven't done what I've wanted to
那些未竟之事 那些深藏渴望
What I fear you have
更怕你早已看穿
Becomes reality here
在此刻化为真实
Bright lights in the young night keep to the beat
年轻夜晚的霓虹 随心跳明灭
A classic party scene crowded and interesting
经典派对场景 拥挤而迷人
No love no life no history
无关爱恨 无关过往
Just touch just chemistry just
只是触碰 只是化学反应
A roaring undercurrent simple and sensory
暗涌的纯粹感知
Young bodies warm skin perfect symmetry and
青春躯体 温热肌肤 完美对称
It's a moment harmless It's energy
这瞬间 无害而充满能量
It's like medicine
恍若解药般令人沉醉
It's self-discovery
这是自我探寻的旅程
See all the secrets I keep why are they secrets
看我深藏的所有秘密 为何它们仍是秘密
It's only temporary that fleeting feeling of warmth
那温暖转瞬即逝 不过是片刻温存
Just a flash before the line gets blurry
界限模糊前最后的闪光
Between a longing for more than what the body wants now and
在超越肉体渴望的向往与
What the body wants now more than anything
此刻最强烈的身体需求之间摇摆
Was it integrity that kept my hands to myself or
是理智让我克制 还是
Just the thought of getting too far ahead of you
光是想到要超越你太多就让我却步
Was it that I got too tired of the consequence
是因为我已厌倦了可能的后果
Or was I just scared
还是仅仅出于恐惧
I only know I never wanted to get left behind
我只知道从不愿被抛在身后
No pauses not a second guess
没有停顿 不容迟疑
First a swaying then a stumble then a swagger
先是摇摆 继而踉跄 最后昂首阔步
They're just movements towards feeling It doesn't matter
这些动作只为寻找感觉 其实无关紧要
Neither hesitates to carry on a kind of energy
谁都不曾犹豫要继续传递这份能量
Sweat and block out everything to
汗水模糊一切感官
Find every aperture and compel the animal parts
探寻每个缝隙 唤醒原始本能
Fan flames taste fruit taste bitter fruit
煽动欲火 品尝禁果 苦涩滋味
Just trying to learn how all the wires in the body work
只为参透身体里每根神经的奥秘
Just trying to feel it out it's like medicine
试着感受 如同服下解药
Trap the healing in whatever bed they end up in
将治愈困在每张邂逅的床榻
I want to feel it out I want to know how it works
渴望真切体会 渴望了解真相
I want to know if it was worth it to worry
想知道那些忧虑是否值得
About the ghosts I feared would haunt the memory
那些我害怕萦绕记忆的幽灵
About the damage that
关于那些伤痕
I'm sure the fear has done to me now
恐惧如今已将我侵蚀
I want to know what it is
我想知道究竟是什么
In me that won't follow through
让我始终无法释怀
Those nights the instinct takes a hold of me and pushes too
当夜晚本能占据我 推着我沉沦
Maybe it's only that I've never gotten over you
或许只是因为我从未放下你
Or am I still scared
还是说 我仍在恐惧
I see the church steps a vision
我看见教堂台阶 如幻影浮现
Is there fiction in this one too
这其中是否也藏着虚构
It's true I've made a tale of it here still
没错 我在此编织故事 却仍
It's a little unclear who's been haunting who
分不清是谁在纠缠着谁
And time can be such a funny thing always moving to the future
时间总是如此戏谑 永远流向未来
Glorifying the past and amplifying the pain in frames and glass
将过去美化 又在相框与镜中放大伤痛
So was our touch half as sacred as I've made it seem
我们的触碰是否如我描绘的那般神圣
Or just another fabrication of a half-dream
抑或只是半梦半醒间的又一场虚妄
Just those chemicals the adolescent love
不过是青春爱恋的化学反应
Just us trying to grasp onto meaning
我们试图抓住某种意义
Onto a purpose
某种目的
Onto a sense that
某种感知
Something spiritual releases when the feeling hits
当悸动来袭时 灵魂便得到释放
And when the feeling hits
当悸动来袭时
And in that moment sparks and harps play out
刹那间火花四溅 竖琴轻吟
A sweeping melody through fog and fantasy
迷雾与幻梦中回荡着悠扬旋律
And in that moment there's an honesty instinctive and pure but
那一刻的纯粹真实 本能而赤裸
It departs like it came rapid and bearing no more
却如风般消散 匆匆不留痕迹
Than fleeting ecstasy of natural harmony
只余转瞬即逝的欢愉 自然和谐的幻影
They fear the notes being played and try to sing along
他们畏惧奏响的音符 却仍试图附和
Don't be ashamed be free to the feeling Don't be ashamed keep feeling
不必羞耻 拥抱这份感受 不必羞耻 继续感受
But find it a body that makes sense
寻找一具能理解的身躯
I've felt it
我曾真切体会